Many times in life we have to face great difficulties and loses. During the process of healing and effort to hold on to something and find the strength to move on, we change either deliberately or as a self-defence to overcome pain. What do we leave behing? How do we move on? How different we become ?
Without going into the details, and after the mourning, anger, pain of loss, I decided to never be unhappy except for a momentary time. I decided there is never enough reason to not partake in the living of life and there is never enough reason to let anything make me unhappy. I am the captain of my thoughts and actions.