I believe in lesser than one God, my friend, but I may not argue with followers/believers of any religion because I haven't learned much about any religion. The fun I was mentioning is myself watching the discussions already going on in religious forum threads, I'm most likely not looking for getting into religious debates
I did a test once while staying in a hotel. I opened "The book" at a random page and read a random paragraph.
It went something like.
And he came down from the heavens, looked upon the mountains, and the valleys and they were filled with bodies... etc
I guess I want to believe in a merciful God, and no fire and brimstone. I reject that 100%. There seems to be a million and one ways to book a one way ticket to "Red hot poker up the ass ville" and I just don't buy it.
Sure, there maybe a god but I don't want any part of the God that the bible talks of.
I am sure ther was more to it than just that one glimpse into the Book that made you say "no thanks". No-one is so shalow as to give up so easily! But to answer your one glimpse, it's like I take a micoscope, have a look into a minute part of your body, and go "oh yuk, what an ugly dude". Just like there is more to you that makes you a special and unique person, so it is with the Book. PS. Don't give up just yet!
I searched (many years ago, now), but found Him, at a low point in my life. He (want's) to be Needed. Many people I know came the same way. When you have "nowhere else to turn", He shows up to help. 30 years later, He's still there, helping, (me).
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