As long as I live I am fluid and so I shall amend this as I go.
I was not sure I could get my own name so I am going by the name of a character I created many years ago. My real name, well who cares, what is in a name anyway? Except to be summoned or invoked and I will be neither of those things, not that people have not invoked me upon some poor soul but I find it draining, like listening to a church service suck the life out of you with their thinly cloaked dogma designed to beat the free will out of you. Sounds pure evil to me, don’t you know in your heart what is wrong or right? It is a dangerous thing to go alone into the night with a horney shepard I think.
I have no secrets, only truths that cannot be comprehended by the larger part of the Jerry Springer attention deficit generations. Ignorance is madness with a long rusty blade so I will keep out of reach as best I can and find truth as she truly is and not as I or anyone else wills her to be. Besides I am just not about being hubristic, hedonistic yes, but hubris or hypocrite no.
I have modeled and acted some minor bits, nothing exciting or that most would every care to know me for, nothing indecent, never been that lucky. I don’t pursue it anymore, I always had that understanding as long as you desperately want something it always eludes you. So when I was finally able to quell the hunger in my eyes with the help of illness and greater maturity, I really didn’t care any more. Not to say I would turn down a role, I just am not likely to get many since I am not looking or practicing craft to keep sharp.
I discovered after running a business for a decade I rather preferred assisting someone else as an executive assistant or personal assistant. Soon as I set my heart on doing that as a regular occupation I stopped getting opportunities to do it. Funny how that works, so now I am a character with time on my hands and a love of writing.
I don’t see how this is going to make any money but I enjoy it anyway. I have read some thought provoking things here already and I am impressed.
As for personal details I have long hair, yet I am generally more a corporate vampire than any I have met when I wear my suits, I don’t get hippies although people make the mistake who make assumptions about long hair. I am an exoskeleton in some ways, a paradoxical cornucopia of hope.
I was a closed Beta tester for World of Warcraft and trust me I worked it religiously, logging errors I found; you would have thought they were paying me. I quite loved that game but even though I could not find a job with a MBA so I had plenty of time I had to give it up. Now I can still look for a job and be as miserable as my girlfriend but she likes the company apparently. I love tacos and RC cola as well, I guess that makes my exhile from the Orc holy lands sustainable.