Felis Maleficus Art page
I am looking for the equilibrium between individualism and wholeness. I am forgetting everything I’ve been through to become unique and trying to be same to be understood. Then, at some point, I am losing the connection again and I have filled with unsatisfied eagerness inside of me to reach my unlearned self. To become the strangest to this world and to create this inside of me. Suddenly, I become rejected or I believe it that way. Then, a night, this night I am learning; while you are backing your behind to yourself none can overcome you. And with that power, I spin the wheel of the greatest of all changes. The wheel is out of balanced. I am everywhere in the known atmosphere and the sky is bright with my own color. Figures of my dreams become visible on the canvas which I’ve forgotten. I am blessing the words which exaggerate the reality. Because, I don’t care anymore what is reality. A woman, for the first time becoming free from her collective traumas and becoming born as a new being which is not human anymore.