I will never put that much pressure on myself. The only thing I check is my email once a week for notifications. I am so busy most of the time I just don't have the spare minutes to be that worried about something I have no control over.
I write to share my experience, my knowledge and never depend on others to get me there. I know what I have to do and if I'm satisfied with how I do things. That's all that matters to me.
It's like checking to see if you got something in the mail you sent away for. Do you keep looking in the mailbox constantly to see if it's there? If it's there, good. If it's not, then what? It's not there. So? You know eventually it will be there, so why waste so much energy worrying about it or checking for it?
I believe that when I write a hub, it's good. If it was substandard or needed improvement, then I will fix it. I'm not perfect. I'm always here to learn, to evolve as a writer, a person. It's the best I can do. It's all I can do.