To be honest, I write because I feel my words and feelings on paper are much stronger that having to open up and talk them out face to face. Throughout those years on hubpages, I have somehow concentrated on writing poetry. Although some of the poems are of low quality ( especially those of the early phases ) I believe that my pen is the only cure when my life turns quite hectic.
Major themes in my poetry are: Hate, pain, passion, distress, darkness, and betrayal. I enjoy writing while listening to music, which ranges from all sub-genres of metal , Japanese anime soundtracks, Classic music, Korean K-pop and rock, Chinese, and some random Spanish songs. Hence, my poems and their respective themes are all over the place. Yet, the most evident feature is the touch of darkness that I somehow can't eradicate.
I enjoy writing critical analysis on stories that I read throughout my childhood like Antigone, Farewell to Manzanar, among others. Research papers on subjects like motivation, cultural differences, plastic surgery, generation gaps, virtual love, organ donation , and other biology oriented topics intrigue me.
I have also found a itch for writing fantasy/mystery and dark stories, ones which mask my true feelings and mold them into characters that suffer against higher forces/powers. I usually write those when I face some emotional turmoils. Somehow, I use my characters as a shield and facade to voice questions and doubts regarding my beliefs which if heard without a mediator would not be accepted by my uptight society.
I sometimes try share some lyrics of the songs I have written, although this is one of my least tackled topics.
As a sum up, I believe my writings are quite eclectic, some might find them quite insane and out of place, but when they are on paper, I find a place where I simply belong.