All of you that answered my question, thanks. I realized after I ask the question many factors and what you have said matches. I am not writing for traffic and money making. I am writing feelings from the heart and also writing for my own pleasure and to the Glory of God. If I am wacko, then this is Gods will for me and I shall remain faithful and carry the title.
I feel though that I am far from wacko now and that onc upon a time, I may have been a little bit wacko. Thank you, all for answering this question. Seek and ye shall find! Wisdom is out here! Blessings