Last Friday I knew that I can't graduate. It hurts a lot. I don't know how to tell my parents about this one because I know I will disappoint them. I believe I did my best but I guess my best wasn't good enough. On the same day, I cried too much (in the comfort room, library, and hallway). One professor even saw me crying. My friends called and texted me showing their concerns on me. It was a touching moment in my part to know who my true friends are.
On that day I don't know what to do because I already plan everything and it seems like my plans are now being shattered. My friends told me maybe one above has a better plan for you. I told them "What's the better plan? That's the better plan!" I really don't know that's god's better plan for me.
Do I really need to suffer this way? Why do I need to experience this kind of pain? Do I deserve all this? That's the question that keeps on bothering me and up until now I still don't know the answer to these questions.
To those people who experience this just keep on fighting girl! We can do this! We may graduate on time but for sure we can make it. And we will be successful in our lives.
© 2019 Kim Flores