The Day Is To Early To Begin
What Will become Of Today ?
I sit here and ponder
I hear the birds churp outside the window
When will the darkness disappear and turn to light
How will my mind adjust and focus on what is dear?
Will I make my mark on the world today?
Will I play a game of give and take?
Will I procrastinate and put off till I forget?
I haven't decided what my outcome will be
I reach for comfort but everyone is gone
I look for love but it is silent and strong
I look past the door
I see another world that is hidden from me
I gather my thoughts and try to understand
What has taken me so long?
To accomplish all the things that I crave and desire
I sharpen my skills like a pencil in the pencil sharpener
Careful not to get to sharp and loose the point forever
I am dull now
Aggrivated at my situation
Was there a time I could of made wiser choices?
Was there a time I could of succeeded beyond my wildest dreams
Most definitely !
My mistakes are mine to make
I will not learn until I take responsiblity for all my choices
I want what I can have
A life so simple a child would smile
Your own mother would admire
A brother would share
A wife would care
This is not no ordinary life
This is one far from where I am now
Sitting in a small room
In the bathroom without a clue
Where life is often spent
But never mentioned
For some reason
I found it fitting
To explain and think
Of how life can be lived better