I used to believe that life was full of choices, the greatest experience you will ever have. I believed if you try hard, set goals, and keep those goals in mind that you will succeed at anything you set your mind to.
I had a very strong belief in that, then I discovered that I was wrong in every belief that I had about life. I found out that no matter how much you try to reach your goals, you are always at the mercy of someone else that can cut you down. I learned that more of the money that I earned in my life went to support other people that were lazy and just wanted the handouts, I learned that most of my money goes to illegal immigrants, I learned that affirmative action plans are for everyone under the sun that has a different skin color, or a different sex, or that is a freak of nature of some sort. I learned that the white man in this life, at least in the United States gets the shaft all of the time. Forget your goals, forget enjoying life, forget about being treated fairly. Forget about having an equal chance with anything that you try because you are at the bottom of the life scale.
Yeah, I once enjoyed life and had a real belief in happiness but my life experiences have proven that all of that bullshit is just that, bullshit. Life in general sucks. Next life I will come back as the richest woman in the world because I will be born a dark skinned lesbian, that comes to America illegally. I will have everything handed to me out of pity for my sex orientation, my color, because I will be a law breaker and I will live like a Queen on everyone else's dime. Yeah, I will have a great life doing nothing but living happy!