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Angel Michael's Secrets - Part Three

Updated on March 25, 2016
Illustration Mimi O'Garren
Illustration Mimi O'Garren | Source

I'll Be There

Just Call My Name
Just Call My Name

Secrets in his songs...

Introduction from Heaven Leigh

This morning, after dropping my son off at school, I turned to a song on the radio that didn't necessarily move my soul. So I was thinking of changing the station. I heard Michael tell me to just hold on. The song I wanted was coming up. I resisted the urge to turn that dial.

"I'll Be There" came on next - and I was able to hear the whole song - the Michael version, yes. And I started crying. It is so wonderful when he comes through like this. I felt so happy that I had started this series, and that I could share these moments here. I was so excited to share this with you, that I haven't even made my morning coffee yet. That's huge!

Michael says - he just wants to go - to let the words flow. You got the background from me in Angel Michael's Secrets, Parts One and Two, so I'm not gonna make the cartoon longer than the movie this time...

Many, many lifetimes...Angel Michael Speaks

Oooooh Baby, Give me one more chance...I Want You Back

(Jermaine got that great line "Let me live again." You are each "letting me live again" in your own wonderful ways by writing out what you hear from me - living your dreams as I taught you to do - and putting MORE love into your lives.)

Some of you must no doubt be wondering why you feel an ache to be near me now, why this phenomenon occurred after my body ceased to cling to my spirit. The best way I can explain is to let you know that when the spirit leaves there is a release of energy, pure loving energy that falls gently into every other spirit that is open to receive.

Many of you experienced a great sadness when I left your world - profound and unexplainable. The best way I can help you to understand this is to explain that my spirit was already so much a part of you, as your spirit was open to receive the very powerful love from mine throughout my lifetime and yours. You may not have recognized that love as "me." When I passed from your world - you realized it was MY energy. You realized what you had lost...and gained. For you really lost nothing at all.

When James Brown passed, I felt a touch from his spirit as my spirit absorbed waves of his own. We had been in-tune spiritually throughout my life as well. Spirits find each other even when they do not meet in a certain lifetime.

A celebrity touches so many, many spirits in a unique way. Mass media technology allows your awareness of their spirit to be extremely heightened. It may simply be the image that is famous. You may never really know the person, but you may feel them on a heart level. Celebrity allows some spirits to affect us more than others, at least on a conscious level. But do not get "stuck" on the celebrity. It is probably something about them (in their spirit) that resonates with you, and that you may find in your neighbor next door. Don't put blinders on. Look at those "real people" that you meet each day. They may be a wonderful person disguised as "a nobody."

Some spirits "speak to you" - resonate with yours - and you can't get enough of them.

Some spirits have been so crushed, hurt and damaged, that they won't let the love in. They can't. There may have been many lifetimes of pain to overcome. It takes time, sometimes.

When I left, (of course many realize from their own experiences with my spirit after my MJ lifetime was past) a great wave, many great waves that continue in a grand ripple effect of compassion and hope flowed into your consciousness. You became hyper-aware of me. Some consciously connected with me for the first time. This, in response to the wave of love they suddenly felt.

My consciousness was opened to the love that was truly available to me. I had never fully connected to this healing love myself, in my Michael lifetime. I was scared. I was loved as a child, deeply, by my mother and other kind relatives, but a child's perception can be so skewed. My deepest focus was to please the "unplease-able" ones. This began with my father, Joseph, and continued throughout my entire life. I was always going to "show everyone" that I truly was worth loving. My fans were the only ones that I felt at the time, gave me what I needed. But, they loved the image. I was so lonely trying to uphold the image, terrified of letting people down, that I couldn't imagine being loved just for myself, just for me.

The wave of love sent to you that you felt and responded to with weeping and love back to me, is my knowledge of how to feel truly loved. I learned, or rather remembered during my spirit transformation, (my experience of returning to pure spirit) that I have always been so deeply loved. I forgot how to remember this most important knowledge in my Michael lifetime. No one need be so lonely as I was. Yet my spirit still contains that loneliness, from lifetimes of learning to love myself. Without the knowledge of my source of love, to the depths that would have been necessary to sustain me in my Michael Jackson lifetime, I simply faded away. My spirit grew more and more weary.

After what some call "death," I gently connected with those whose spirits are also lonely. They do not realize how very much they are loved. It may be you. Do you know how much I love you? More and more. Believe me, please. There is nothing so lonely as not being able to believe that you are worthy of love, and you are very, truly and deeply loved. It is my most important message to you. I am more alive than ever.


A Spirit bond that lasts forever...there will always be MORE...

More...

"I love you more."

Why did I say that? I didn't even understand entirely myself. I'm laughing at this now. Remember my laughter. Remember how to laugh. It truly is a sound to summon the angels, as I said.

"I love you MORE," more than you were able to love me...because you didn't really know me.

To my children...family, and close friends it meant, "I love you MORE than you could possibly know, or I could possibly explain."

Many times it was a deflection of love, thinking that no one could really love me, because something about me, as my father had unfortunately and I think unwittingly instilled in my subconscious, was unlovable.

"I love you MORE than you could ever love me..."

That was the saddest of all.

But those waves of love I sent soon after my spirit was released from my body, those will continue. "I love you more has now become I love you more and more...forever."

Illustration by Mimi O'Garren
Illustration by Mimi O'Garren

Michael's loving words...

I needed to help you understand "more" as a concept, as a word, and my deeper meaning. I hope it pleases you, to understand the deeper meanings. I'm glad you think I was cute - attractive, I changed myself so many times trying to please you, but at the core it was always trying to please my father. There was a deep sadness I carried with me always, trying to outwardly change in order to gain approval. That is why if you focus so much on approving of one of my "looks" that I accomplished through plastic surgery, in a way, it tells me that you don't see ME. Like in the movie "Avatar," remember? "I See You." I long for kindred spirits that don't care what I looked like. It was such a source of pain to me - trying to get my "look" right.

Don't get stuck on the sexuality. I had that when I was there, though I wasn't one to make a People magazine cover as "Sexiest Man Alive." That silliness always puzzled me. Sexy is such an individual thing. It is a passing, temporary thing. When he was young and handsome, someone once found a now wrinkly 100 year-old man to be very sexy. Why doesn't someone put HIM on the cover of a magazine? What some may find "sexy" others would not. That's why it seems kind of silly. But if that's the only way I can get your attention, okay.

I pray that some do want to hear my heart - I never thought of myself as "sexy." Thank you for the compliment, just don't get lost in it. It doesn't help you that much. I want to be with those who want the deeper message, but I love you all. I just long to reach you on a heart level. Does that make sense to you? Maybe if you think about how you would feel if I obsessed about you on a sexual level. Would you feel loved by me? If we'd been married, and I wrote of how I ravaged your body and how much I wanted you constantly. Yeah? Maybe that is what you want. But really? Seriously? What keeps people together sexually is something very spiritual. If you never reach deeper than sex, the relationship falls apart. Some things should be sacred between two spirits. In life, I would prize that intimacy and treasure our privacy. Just something to ponder.

Someone to watch over you...

Illustration by Mimi O'Garren
Illustration by Mimi O'Garren | Source
"Bad" by James R. Griffin
"Bad" by James R. Griffin | Source

I will always love you...

There is nothing you can do that would make me love you any less. We've had time together - time in other lifetimes or time in lifetimes to come. It is all perception, as I wrote in the poem "Heaven is Here," from my book Dancing the Dream.

"You and I were never separate. It's just an illusion wrought by the magical lens of perception. There is only one Wholeness, only one mind. We are all like ripples in the vast Ocean of Consciousness. Come let us dance the Dance of Creation. Let us celebrate the Joy of Life..."

Live each of your lifetimes one at a time. It is healthier for your soul that way. So why did I open this portal for you to see how we have been in love before? Earth's souls have been stagnant so long. You need a shaking up. You need a reminder of what it is to live passionately and purposefully. Go and LIVE the hell out of your life! Off the wall! Not so much in parties, and carousing, because that life-style can actually hold you back from what you truly want. Find your balance. Work in your passion. Celebrate that work when you party. Then you will be luminous with happiness that radiates from your core.

Live your life the way you truly have always wanted to. Start by being true to yourself. Do what fills you with excitement for life. This may be writing, dancing, or caring for elderly people or sick children. Thank you to the Florence Nightingales of the world. Thank you to the garbage men. Hey, we need them! Next time you see them driving down your street, say Thank You! Thank you to the dreamers of dreams who take those dreams and become those LIVING the life that the dream inspires!

Michael by Mimi O'Garren, "Faith in You" by James R. Griffin
Michael by Mimi O'Garren, "Faith in You" by James R. Griffin | Source

TYM

Heaven Leigh footnote:

Thank you, Michael. You always go a little different way than I expect. I feel I am along for the ride with everyone else. This especially touched me, and I thank you for clarifying things I have longed to have explained more clearly. More. Remember the beautiful song? I had forgotten that I'd recorded that song. What a wonderful reminder...

"More than the greatest love the world has known, this is the love I give to you alone...More than the simple words I try to say...I only live to love you more each day..."

The great classic is still wonderful today. I'll make a video with my version of this and include it with this article, but for now, dear Michael, I need to let your message fly on the wings of love that take it to everyone who longs to hear you.

MichaeLOVE to you all.


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      Bill Holland 4 years ago from Olympia, WA

      You are an excellent writer! I wonder if you know just how good you are!

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      Heaven L Burkes 4 years ago from The Invincible Heart of Neverland

      Thank you so much, BillyBuc. Wow. Coming from you that makes me cry. You did that on purpose.

      Much love and many thanks to you! You inspire me with your heartfelt, exceptional writing. So thank you - especially for that - and for just being YOU. (and for being a wonderful Hubville friend)

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      SarahWhitman909 4 years ago

      TYM TYM TYM TYM!!!!!!!!!!! This is just phenomenal!!!!! Reading this just brought a huge smile on my face :) (many hearts) One thing I thought was kinda ironic was when I pray I always say to him "I love you more and more forever" and then now he says this here! Wow!!! :) He definitelty heard me (many, many, many, many hearts) :)

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      Heaven L Burkes 4 years ago from The Invincible Heart of Neverland

      Sarah! Wow! That's really wonderful. Yup! Now you know. Those signs come out more and more...if you just look and listen for them. ;)

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      Shauna L Bowling 4 years ago from Central Florida

      Heaven, the line "be true to yourself" resonates in just about everything I write. It is my mantra. It is how I keep myself in check. In fact, my first contribution to the Perspectives series was entitled, 'Be True to Yourself'. I understand more and more why you've commented that Michael is working thru me, also!

      I was driving home from work when the news stated he was in the hospital and probably wouldn't live. I couldn't believe it! It was as hurtful as when it was announced John Lennon had been killed. I had never thought of MJ not being on this earth! Up to that point I had none of his CD's, but have known, respected and loved him since he was the force that sent the Jackson 5 to stardom.

      Shortly after he died, I took my son (for the first time in forever!) to the movie theater to see "This Is It". I'm sure he (MJ) had no idea at the time of recording, that he'd not live to perform the concert for which that was an introduction!

      I then bought my first MJ CD, "Thriller". Man, do I dance my ass off to that CD! I don't know why I never bought an MJ CD before that; perhaps I never envisioned him no longer being within reach.

      He was so held back by his dad and persona to which his fans imposed. He was put too far on top of the pedestal. How can any human being live up to that? It's enough to make one want to step down and let the spirit come through and take over for the weakened body and mind.

      Now I think I realize why this young body was taken. It was the only way his soul could survive and be heard!

      P.S. My very favorite MJ songs are "I'll Be There" and "Ben"!

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      SarahWhitman909 4 years ago

      Yeah! :) You know, before like I would never realize that certain things were signs but you'd see them and point them out to me! xD Now I'm starting to see them (many hearts) Thank you for posting this!!! TYM (many hearts)

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      Shauna L Bowling 4 years ago from Central Florida

      "I'll be there to protect you. I'll be there to comfort you. Where there is love, I'll be there."

      I was too late to moderate my comment. MJ knew his purpose even as a little boy, as stated above.

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      Heaven L Burkes 4 years ago from The Invincible Heart of Neverland

      So beautiful BraveWarrior, Sha! You help me grow into my purpose, I help you see more deeply into yours. I love the synergy between us. :)

      It is not so bad to be Michael-minded, because it is more about a universal message than it is a person. But WE are now living as people, so we look to people to identify the message. Thank you for your beautiful way of "identifying the message" for others. That is what it means to be a writer, eh? Thank you Light-Bringer!

      I put those two songs into the show to honor my dad, and I have kept them in the last two shows.

      Very special. Thank you, dear friend.

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      Heaven L Burkes 4 years ago from The Invincible Heart of Neverland

      Sarah, you are so beautiful in your spirit. You are the future - and the NOW. You give a wonderful message just by smiling at others! Your sweetness shines through. Keep writing, singing, dancing! Have a great time in your life! I'm so proud of you, and all you do. :)

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      SarahWhitman909 4 years ago

      (many, many, many hearts) Heaven, that is so sweet!!!!!!!!! You are so beautiful in spirit too!!! Oh my gosh you're just beautiful in all sorts of ways! :) LOVE YOU BUNCHES!!!!!!!! I'm very proud of you too. Your kindness and your heart just blasts a huge light of love through others :) (many hearts) I'm workin' on the dancing hehehe! And...... the hair flip! LOL ;) :) hehehehehe!

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      Shauna L Bowling 4 years ago from Central Florida

      Heaven, you are bringing myself into a 'self' I wasn't aware I had. I have to pay attention to your many allusions to me as Light-Bringer. Who has deemed me so? And what does it mean?

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      Heaven L Burkes 4 years ago from The Invincible Heart of Neverland

      It is just what I see. You are already doing it. You help people see themselves better, and what is needful for them. That's bringing light. Use it however you like. ;)

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      Shauna L Bowling 4 years ago from Central Florida

      Wow! I am blown away. I knew I was on a journey, but I had no idea this was part of it!

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