Bill Cosby Was My Childhood Idol
I grew up watching Bill Cosby first “Fat Albert” and then the Cosby show and everything in-between. My brother, mother and I would watch or listen to his standup routines we had his records and would listen to them all the time.
I’m deeply saddened by the rumors that he may have drugged & raped at least 13 women. I like most of the world thought Bill Cosby was a good honorable man throughout his life. Bill seemed as if he was a devoted family man and faithful husband to Camille his wife of 50 years.
Of course that changed when his affair was discovered when he found out he may have a daughter due to his affair 23 years earlier. Around the same time Bill & Camille’s son Ennis Cosby was slain.
Autumn Jackson, who claims she’s Cosby’s love child and Jose Medina tried to negotiate a $24million payoff, the day of his beloved son’s slaying while changing a flat tire.
Andrea Constand's Accusations of Rape
I did hear that after Ennis passed away Bill became very different then his normal self when meeting fans. He was no longer the comedian he was the dad stricken with grief it makes you wonder how Camille & Bill survived the loss. I feel their other children gave them the will to keep going on despite the unfathomable loss of their only son.
Imagine my horror finding out that the man I idolized as a child could be a serial rapist as he’s been called in the press by some of his victims.
When Andrea Constand came forward with her story about Bill drugging her and raping her I was horrified. She went away quietly after being paid off by Bill Cosby.
I thought maybe she just wanted money because I would NEVER take money to shut my mouth if that happened to me and that Bill just wanted it to go away due to his grief over his son’s death.
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In light of the new allegations I am forced to concede that possibly he is the man they are saying. I have to be honest if it was ANYBODY else other than Bill Cosby I would have been on a witch-hunt with the first women who said he drugged & raped her.
I would have wanted justice for this poor woman from jump but I was swayed by my childhood memories of a man who made me laugh despite always being in the hospital, dealing with pain.
The Cosby Show & the spin off were among my top favorite shows and I never missed an episode, I idolized him wholeheartedly.
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Janice Dickinson Comes Forward
I can only imagine how these women felt being attacked by someone the world loved. Who would believe them? I’m sure that played into the reason they didn’t come forward at the time. Janice Dickinson wrote in her latest book about what she claims happed with Bill Cosby, he came to her hotel room with the premise that he could help her career and who doesn’t trust Bill Cosby? At some point he raped her after drugging her. All the women say that he puts something in their drink and then proceeds to rape them.
Janice has said on Entertainment Tonight that "The next morning I remember waking up with my pajamas off and there was semen in between my legs."
I'm not saying it didn't happen, but I find Barbara Bowman a lot more credible.
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Barbara Bowman was 17-year-old aspiring actress when Bill Cosby took her under his wing. "He went after me in that hotel room like an animal with such force that he couldn't control himself,' she said," in her interview.
"Barbara, now 47, says it's time to end her code of silence" — a silence that at least 13 other victims have followed — spanning three decades.
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I don’t agree with what Andra Constand did getting a pay off because it invalidates that she was drugged & raped by taking the money and the other victims don’t feel they can come forward due to the fact that now no one believes her story and assumes she just wants money.
Obviously there are way more women coming forward which helps Janice, Barbara, Joan & Andrea and the others that haven’t been mentioned.
The statute on rape has long gone by but what about being drugged? What do you do when you have no proof but many women coming forward?
No matter what happens Bill Cosby’s reputation has been tarnished beyond repair. I guess that’s some consolation for those women who are accusing Bill of the unthinkable.