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Wading

Updated on March 20, 2014

So, when I was younger I wanted the world to relax from the destruction it was heavin’

the time seemed to pass, old dreams seem heinous

And when the dreams cease to flutter

Replace the hurt endured with filth and clutter

I’ve stared in the eyes of angels and demons

Kept them believin’ my soul’s free for taken (Huh huh)

they’re too late, I did what ,I did what, I did, I’ve done (what)

Smoked pot, Drank a lot, done drugs (uh huh)

Closed doors, spent funds, been fucked

Still went out, slept aroun’

Cheated, partied, n started chaos

Made her irate, n got chased by cops

Ha ya, you don’t know about that

I’ve ran n ditched potential charges of possession

It seems I shoulda Moved to Hattie and became Haitian

Relieve those who think I'm Mexican and just cross the border

Or stay here, stay Caucasian to leave them believin’ their hazes

I swear I’m not racist; I swear im not racist; I swear im not racist

It’s rare, but I just want to disappear in the smoke

And return in the mist of the clouds

cross that the river and open that golden gate

But instead I’m tied down brick to ankle,

Chain wrapped, drugged up, drug down to drown

Help me, I'm drowning, throw me a life saver,

I promise ill make everything fucking better, Walk away, fine,

But remember it’ll all come back around,

someday, somehow now or later (karma)

When I was younger, I was starved, which gave me hunger

Promised I’d make it all ok n better, never lose myself in hatred or try n run her

Looking back I coulda made everything fucking better, now it’s too late I sit 6 ft under (dig me up)(6 feet under)


The Brick seems to slips from under

My feet are free from the cover

Dreams come to mind as I sit in my blunder

When the air bubbles escape

My last breath seems to linger longer

Looking back, I shoulda never stopped, just continued on runnin’

Find that yellow brick road to OZ (heaven)

It must be gone from sight, somewhere lost, so hard to find

Cool, ill chill n wait n go up in time

the howls from the hell hounds break from silence

they’re ready to drag my soul away, toss me to chaos,


eh eh eh eh chaos


Help me, I'm drowning, throw me a life saver,

I promise ill make everything fucking better, Walk away, fine,

But remember it’ll all come back around,

someday, somehow now or later (karma)

When I was younger, I was starved, which gave me hunger

Promised I’d make it all ok n better, never lose myself in hatred or try n run her

Looking back I coulda made everything fucking better, now it’s too late I sit 6 ft under (dig me up)(6 feet under)


when I was younger I promised things I would never do

be better than my parents, Never act a fool

Find myself when I lose myself

the lies I’ve told come back like tides, no truth inside

now look at me I’m drownin’, there’s nothing I can do

I’m gone, no preserver could ever save what I’ve done.




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