Life, one big hill.
When it all began...
You wonder, you know it is going to happen, but when is that epic year in your life, when every decision decides the rest of your life, going to hit. Everyone is different, year later or before or five, but you know it is going to happen. How do you keep it from all falling to pieces and how do you stay on the straight and narrow?
Well, this year is the year you have officially, in all areas, are considered complete. Ahhhhh, what do you do? That is right now, this year, this is the moment for me. I am 30 and half way through something of a coronation. Usually, how it is, try and tell or explain it and no one or everyone thinks your crazy. I for the past years have been thinking and figuring out why my life and why it turned such an epic turn. I didn't graduate, trouble, and major anger problems. Little while later, thought I had gotten through it, fought with my mother and spent about a year on the streets just trying to get back. Not dead, so it all must be for a bigger lesson in my life. Just keep your head up and anger away, is what I keep telling myself. You'll be just fine.
Keeping it straight
Let me tell you something, about my moment. Hardest part in my life I have dealt with. Homeless, crazy about a family falling apart, and abused by in-laws, friends, and enemies, while bi-polar with hyperthyroidism and no help. Gave myself a concussion out there, cried so hard, and literally almost close to possible death. But did one thing a very great person in my life always instilled in me. Kept my hope and my faith. Looked, stole, and lied just to keep it. Got me home so far and even though he is not with me anymore will continue to follow his teachings. I know if you were here things would have been a lot different. When someone great leaves the earth only the strong make it through.
Thank you for all time you spent in frustration and tears for me. Thank you to your wife for keeping you in line. Thank you for everything you still do for me and Hoo Rah. R.I.P.