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The Father I Never Knew but Always Loved

Updated on November 22, 2019
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MsDora, former teacher and Certified Christian Counselor, explores attitudes and actions that help us maintain physical & mental wellbeing.

There are no photographs of my father, but in my mind he stands tall, light brown and handsome. He is an image of love and authority. He died when I was still too young to remember him, but thanks to my family members, they made me aware of the lifetime gifts he left me.

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We all know families in which the father’s presence hardly makes a difference. He is absent often or always; and if he ever comes, he does not connect emotionally. Eventually, it’s what the children think about him (based on what they hear family members say about him) that makes them decide whether or not they can be proud to call him father.

In my father's absence, his mother and sisters made me feel that had he lived, I would be his priority; that he and I would be fun together; that he would be proud of me. Sometimes in a crowd, I would wish that he would walk up to me, and tell me that he had never died; that the news of his death was false. That's how much I long for him.

Life, pride, family support, character qualities and faith are just some of the lifetime gifts which I acknowledge as gifts from my father.

(1) Life

The gift of life is the prerequisite for receiving all other gifts and it cannot happen without a father. After thanks to God, it is thanks to the mother and father whether or not they are present. My father's gift of life will inspire my gratitude for him, as long as I live.

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(2) Pride

My father died in a motor vehicle accident in his early twenties. As an adult, I was privileged to meet the pastor who presided at my father’s funeral. The pastor seemed happy to meet his friend’s baby all grown up, and at first, he told me only positive things about the deceased.

Later on, the pastor shared something negative, but by that time, my family members had already influenced my pride in having him for a father. My compassion and forgiveness overpowered any negative feeling which might have surfaced had they not already taught me to love and respect him.

Knowledge of my father's imperfection only gave me evidence of his humanity, and was not enough to erase my pride in having him as a father.

(3) Family Support

My father's siblings supplemented my mother’s efforts to take care of me. I looked forward to spending time with them. When my aunts migrated to foreign countries, I received countless packages. They sent me foreign currency all through my high school years. Their children, my cousins satisfied my need for siblings.

On her eightieth birthday, his only remaining sister invited me to cruise the Caribbean with her, her children and grandchildren. Talk about a sense of family, of love, of belonging! I always had that.

Even in my father's absence, I enjoy a sense of family, especially because I view his siblings' support as my inherited gift from him.

(4) Character Qualities

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“Let me see if you’re as smart as your father,” the village postman used to tell me, and I’d have to come up with a joke. I think he laughed not because I was funny, but because he was thinking of my father.

My father left a reputation of being funny. He eluded his mother's spanking (back in the day when it was an acceptable form of discipline) by making her laugh. Still, on many occasions family members would respond to my humorous dry wit with, "Just like your father." The thought of my father being a comic, makes me think that I have the gift to be one too, when I choose.

My father had other great qualities. He cared about people. I met one of his friends who told me how kind and thoughtful he (my father) was, and his mother vouched that what his friend was true. He was spiritual, loving God, committed to church attendance and participation in church activities. He was responsible, earning his keep since his teen years, and contributing to the upkeep of his mother's household. He was friendly and outgoing, often becoming the life of the party. He was loveable.

"You remind me of your father," has always been one of my favorite compliments.

(5) Legacy of Faith

My father’s loyalty to his religious conviction is mentioned in the book written to commemorate his church’s fiftieth anniversary. He refused to work on the Bible Sabbath after he learned that God expected him to spend the day in worship. My father had made an impact on his peers and fellow workers when his faith was tested in his youth.

His loyalty to the faith he embraced is his legacy to me. He left me some direction for my spirituality. So on Father’s Day when the congregation sings:“Faith of Our Fathers living still,” I sing with pride about the faith of my father, and thank him for passing this gift to me.

My own faith in my Heavenly Father is powered by my belief that He takes care of me because, among other reasons, He compensates for the absence of my human father whom He also loved.

© 2011 Dora Weithers

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    • MsDora profile imageAUTHOR

      Dora Weithers 

      3 years ago from The Caribbean

      Mona, you're very kind. Thank you for that encouraging comment.

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      Mona Sabalones Gonzalez 

      3 years ago from Philippines

      Dear Ms. Dora, you have a beautiful mind and heart. Everything about you is beautiful. This is a beautiful article that touches the heart so deeply.

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      Dora Weithers 

      4 years ago from The Caribbean

      Sherry, thanks for that sweet comment. Yes, I feel like I knew my father, and his mother and siblings are mostly responsible for that.

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      Sherry Hewins 

      4 years ago from Sierra Foothills, CA

      It sounds like you dad had a real presence in your life, even though he was gone. It's too bad that every fatherless child does not have that.

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      Dora Weithers 

      4 years ago from The Caribbean

      Paula, you made my day! Thanks a million for your encouragement.

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      Paula 

      4 years ago from UpstateWestern,New York

      Ms. Dora......This tribute to your precious Dad and the beautiful love you nurtured for him, has made my heart sing. I could relive my own life with my beloved Dad whom I have not been able to talk with in decades. But I can hear his voice and remember his many words of wisdom....

      This is a portrait of pure love and devotion which you have artfully painted for your father. He is SO proud of you, Ms. Dora......and so am I.

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      Dora Weithers 

      4 years ago from The Caribbean

      Laura, good observation and good suggestion! Thanks for reading and commenting.

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      Laura Smith 

      4 years ago from Pittsburgh, PA

      Great Hub! It's inspiring to see how you are able to use the memories of others to create your own. We can all do this with relatives that we never knew.

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      AJ Long 

      6 years ago from Pennsylvania

      Yes true MsDora!

    • MsDora profile imageAUTHOR

      Dora Weithers 

      6 years ago from The Caribbean

      Thanks, AJ. He's special although I have no physical memory of him; but all fathers are special.

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      AJ Long 

      6 years ago from Pennsylvania

      Beautiful ode to your father and all fathers MsDora! :o)

    • MsDora profile imageAUTHOR

      Dora Weithers 

      6 years ago from The Caribbean

      Thanks, Rajan on behalf of my father, my family and myself. Family really influences its members more than some know.

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      Rajan Singh Jolly 

      6 years ago from From Mumbai, presently in Jalandhar, INDIA.

      What a glorious tribute this is. Your father might have had a flaw which you make a mention about; as humans we all have, but there are so many positive things about him that has so enriched your life. The role your family played in contributing to this feel good factor is really commendable.

      Your hub is a great lesson in more ways than one.

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      Dora Weithers 

      6 years ago from The Caribbean

      Ytsenoh, your comment really encourages me. Every child needs to think well about her parents; and other family members can help to portray the parents kindly. My grandparents and my father's siblings did that. Many thanks to them.

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      Cathy 

      6 years ago from Louisiana, Idaho, Kauai, Nebraska, South Dakota, Missouri

      MsDora, very kind hub. I think a message you also deliver in this both bittersweet and uplifting writing is the value of being civil, but mostly looking for that silver lining of positive attributes. My father never knew his real father and he carried that with him all his life. I can't imagine what a child goes through, so I like the way you present your experience and still come out holding something positive. Thanks for your advice here.

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      Dora Weithers 

      7 years ago from The Caribbean

      Thanks, Chaplain. just re-read it and it encouraged me too

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      chaplainpat 

      7 years ago

      Well written and very encouraging.

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      Dora Weithers 

      8 years ago from The Caribbean

      Thanks for reading and commenting, rdsparrowriter. God bless you too!

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      Rochelle Ann De Zoysa 

      8 years ago from Moratuwa, Sri Lanka

      It's wonderful :)God bless You!!

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      Sheila Kennedy 

      8 years ago from Australia

      Thank you

    • MsDora profile imageAUTHOR

      Dora Weithers 

      8 years ago from The Caribbean

      Cousin Sylvia, you also brought tears to my eyes. I've got the best "father's side" family. I love you too, and all the rest of the family.

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      Cousin Sylvia 

      8 years ago

      I am so deeply impressed to know you are speaking about my dear Uncle Elridge, and how you feel about us all. He was my closest uncle even though when I was very

      young, he made me do home work, and go to Sabbath school, when all of my friends were playing. You will never know how much I miss him, and what a great impression he made to my life, you have brought tears to my eyes when I read this, and how you have placed the words in just the right order. I hope everyone who read this will feel the same way as I do, to know God forgives us with all our faults and flaws, so who are we not to forgive our father the same way. God bless you, I love you my dear cousin.

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      Dora Weithers 

      8 years ago from The Caribbean

      Ah Billie! Sorry that you never got to know your dad, and that you feel lonesome now. If you reach out to some of the younger relatives and love them like your aunt and uncles loved you, that might help. Share some of your happy memories with the younger ones. They like stories and they will like you for telling them.

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      Billie Carpenter 

      8 years ago

      My father,at 21,died at Fort Leris WA. May 30 1937.

      I was born in the Tacoma General Hospital Aug,1937.

      My mom was 18; my Gram had me most of the 1st 7 years.

      My Aunt and 2 Uncles loved my father as ther own. They were to me,as my siblings. Mom and her new husbond moved out of state when I was almost 8. I still find my self lonsome, for no semingly no good reasion.

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      Dora Weithers 

      8 years ago from The Caribbean

      You got it, justme. Thanks for the affirmation.

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      justme 

      8 years ago

      i read the article and i will definitely follow your example and speak positively to my children about their dad or any adult for that matter.

    • MsDora profile imageAUTHOR

      Dora Weithers 

      8 years ago from The Caribbean

      Thanks Susie42. Pleasant memories to you and family throughout the weekend!

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      SUSIE42 

      8 years ago

      A beautiful story. Hits home for me.

    • MsDora profile imageAUTHOR

      Dora Weithers 

      8 years ago from The Caribbean

      Thanks Sister Niles. I bet the good times you shared with your Dad contributed to the sweet, gracious person you have become.

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      Dora Weithers 

      8 years ago from The Caribbean

      Thanks Glynda. I'd like to see you on HubPages too.

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      thelma e niles 

      8 years ago

      Dearest Dora,I enjoyed your story about your Father'I have also very good child hood memories of my Dad and the love we shared with him.

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      Glynda Dais 

      8 years ago

      Thank you for being you! Your writing is so refreshing!!

    • MsDora profile imageAUTHOR

      Dora Weithers 

      8 years ago from The Caribbean

      Delores, hope you and your daughters have found a way to prolong the happy memories of the good times you shared with him.

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      Delores R Waters 

      8 years ago

      Dora, thanks for sharing your heartfelt tribute to your father. It is too easy to waste time thinking of the negative, for all the good it does.

      I will share this with my daughters who lost their Dad several years ago.

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      Dora Weithers 

      8 years ago from The Caribbean

      Thanks, Arthur and Rnyakunid. Hope you too have some pleasant fathers day experiences or memories.

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      Arthur 

      8 years ago

      Exceptional article, well written a deep and moving tribute.

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      Rnyakunid 

      8 years ago

      Wow that is deep!!

    • MsDora profile imageAUTHOR

      Dora Weithers 

      8 years ago from The Caribbean

      Thanks, PegCole17. You're always so encouraging and supportive. I appreciate you.

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      Peg Cole 

      8 years ago from Northeast of Dallas, Texas

      I love the positive way in which you've paid tribute to your Father whose presence can still be felt in your words, though he is gone. Beautifully expressed.

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