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Shh! I Think I Miss You

Updated on February 13, 2013

I lie in bed and toss and turn. My baby is fighting his sleep, and all I can think about is you.

I hate to admit it but I miss you. The thoughts of you make me happy. Sure we visit once in awhile but this baby is keeping me from you. I pretend I do not want you when I am with my husband. But, no matter what we do. I desire you even more.

Why can't you have me? Every time we get a small little chance, something goes wrong. My 3 year old tells on me when I start to lean on you or my son will scream when I fall deeper into your spell. How does he know when to wake and cry?

I do not think I can hide this any longer. Not from my husband and not to anyone else. You make me a better person, you honestly do. Do believe my children and my husband would be happier if you and I had more time together. Can you not see that I love you.

Oh precious sleep. I desperately need you more than ever.


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    • Traci21 profile image

      Traci 5 years ago from North Carolina

      Glad you liked it :)

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      Voxxen 5 years ago from Louisiana

      This is great! I remember those days all too well when my sons were younger. I don't know how I made it all of those years with little (or if any) sleep. Getting a really good night's sleep was a luxury, and I even felt guilty when I wanted to go to bed early or sleep in! I really enjoyed your hub!