Both of them.
-happy because i live in decent conditions
-happy because i have something to eat
-happy that i had the ocasion to finish my studies and get a job
-happy that i live in a countru without any war
-happy because i have more happyness than manny on this earth
-sad because i love someone but i know she is not mine
-sad for those who are more unhappy than me
-sad becasue i cannot help many people
-sad because this life is too short to waste time being sad
-and again i am sad because i really love the person mentioned at the begining. i really do.