My Children, My Loves, My Life
The love of my kids
I had thought I was a lost cause when it came to love. Not once did I ever care for anyone more than I had cared about myself or my own family. I started to think maybe something was wrong with me mentally and somehow God didn't give me a heart to LOVE anyone unconditionally. Yet on a cold Thanksgiving Day back in 1998 I found out differently. I was at a friends house watching the Days of Thunder movie when a pain struck me harder than any pain I had ever felt in my life. I would have rather died than feel that pain ever again but, when that pain had stopped another one hit me again and they just kept coming. That's when I knew I was going to fall in LOVE that day and stay in LOVE for the rest of my life.
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The day I gave away my heart
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I'm watching t.v. in pain but, kept a smile on my face through it all and my friend Dave kept saying ' "Are you sure you don't wanna go to the hospital?!" I kept saying "No, I'm not that bad. Besides they won't see me like this anyway. I have to be worse than this for them to take me in."
He told me fine and was on the phone calling everyone he knew to call them and tell them I was going to have the baby soon and refuse to go to the hospital. I remember he had kept telling people that I was laughing through contractions and he thought I was either a very strong person or nuts. lol Let's take note that the father was not in the picture at the time and I had surrounded myself with some really great friends to help me get through this time in my life.
I ended up going to the hospital and having my first son Jorden and when they handed him to me all wrapped up and I looked down at his tiny little face and he opened his eyes and looked up at me I knew I was in Love for the very first time in my life!