online poker addiction
i am addicted to online poker. i started with just to make fun. the first day i won few dollars. and then i started to play more. the second day i have lost 100 times more than what i earned.just within one week my bank account became empty. after that i closed my account. i did not wait for even oneday. i transferred money to my bank account from my friend and gave back cash to him and and opened a new account to another site and played again. in this way, i have lost millions of dollars and i had been playing to almost all the poker sites you can find on internet and blocked myself on those sites after playing for a while. but the number of sites are unlimited. that means, it's not possible to avoid gambling in this way. so i called my banks (two banks) and said i have lost my cards. so they closed those cards. so now i cant gamble online for sure. i was so happy that i made an end on it. but then i asked my friend to use his card to open an account. he did it. and i started to play again. so now with new cards and names i could go around all those sites. then he stopped me to use his card. but it was like if i cant play i will die. so i begged him thousand times to buy credits to play. he helped me sometimess. then i found another gambler who also playes poker. i made a deal to him, i give him cash and he let me to play on his ID. he agreed. so the story started again. till yesterday i had been playing in this way. i have a wife but not with me. i suppose to call her everyday and chat on messager but i use to lie to her that i was busy or was not a mood. she says i dont have any respect to her or i am not good enough to have a family. i am scarred of my life.