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Don't You Remember You Told Me You Loved Me?

Updated on June 22, 2008

Where Did He Go?

 

in a period of time so long ago

upon reflection, was it only yesterday?

a chance meeting

a first date

a first embrace

a first kiss

leading to the inevitible

two bodies connecting in the most intimate way

producing from a love so strong, a family

a life full of dreams

a life full of promise

time goes on

we grow

we love

we fight

we stand united

we stand apart

only to find ourselves

despite everything

still growing

stronger

and still together

still whole

one day

in the blink of an eye

the world as I know it

falls apart

everything I've known

everything I've loved

is over

gone forever

never to be recovered

but alas, never forgotten

standing there with my eyes closed tight

praying it's just a nightmare

and I will awaken from this horror

but my eyes fly open

I look around, he is not there

he will never be there again

reality hits

the unthinkable has happened

my partner

the love of my life

my reason for being

stolen

ripped from my life

as though it never was

that it never happened

did I imagine it all?

was it only a young girl's dream?

no, it was real

it was meaningful

and it was to be forever

why him, 36 years young?

why me, 37 years young?

and still, 22 years later, wondering,

will there ever be an answer?

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    • trish1048 profile imageAUTHOR

      trish1048 

      9 years ago

      Hi Gwendy,

      I wrrote this in one of my down moments.  Even after 22 years, I still get them now and then, which is natural I suppose.

      Thanks so much for reading and commenting, I appreciate it :)

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      gwendymom 

      9 years ago from Oklahoma

      Trish, I agree with Shades :(

    • trish1048 profile imageAUTHOR

      trish1048 

      9 years ago

      Hi Terry,

      Isn't it interesting sometimes the path we find ourselves on? There's an expression I'm sure you've heard, that says when the student is ready the teacher will appear. I love that because it is true. Who really knows why we work where we do, meet the people we meet, share a chance conversation with someone. Life can be mysterious. I'm very glad you've enjoyed reading my hubs. I really enjoy writing them. If it helps one person, it's worth it.

      Thanks again for commenting.

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      Terry Thinktank 

      9 years ago from India

      I think it was God;s will that I chanced to read your hubs today. Our lives so similar in this respect that I cannot hold back the tears as I read. I guess as someone just said some of us are destined to share just moments here and eternity hereafter.

    • trish1048 profile imageAUTHOR

      trish1048 

      10 years ago

      Awww, thanks Shades. Yes, it was a sad time in my life, but one I survived. It just didn't turn out like the script in my mind.

      Thanks for stopping by,

      Trish

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      Shadesbreath 

      10 years ago from California

      :(

    • trish1048 profile imageAUTHOR

      trish1048 

      10 years ago

      hi dayzeebee,

      Many fond memories are held within not only the mind, but the heart as well. I often refer to the saying I love in my above reply.

      thanks for your kind words and stopping by,

      Trish

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      dayzeebee 

      10 years ago from Cebu, Philippines

      hello trish. the poetry of a heart tenderly cradling a love divine grant us all a time to cherish that which we often neglect. behold, the flowers are abundant all year round in this community. i hug you tight with gratitude. you are loved. be blessed.

    • trish1048 profile imageAUTHOR

      trish1048 

      10 years ago

      Hi Phillip,

      Thank you so much. There is an expression I love, that I have hanging in my room, and it says 'God gave us memories so we could gather flowers in the winter'. So, it is true, our loved ones never really die as long as they live in our minds and hearts.

      Thanks for stopping by,

      Trish

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      Phillip Gasvar 

      10 years ago

      We are blessed with fleeting moments. Hold on to them. In the end, that's all we can take with us.

    • trish1048 profile imageAUTHOR

      trish1048 

      10 years ago

      Hi cvaughn,

      Nice of you to stop by, and thanks for the hugs and the compliment. It's nice to hear :)

      Trish

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      cvaughn570 

      10 years ago

      I would like to join in and send you some more {{hugs}} ;-)

      Excellent writing!

      Carol

    • trish1048 profile imageAUTHOR

      trish1048 

      10 years ago

      Thanks Sally. Nothing nicer than warm, heartfelt hugs :)

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      Sherri 

      10 years ago from Southeastern Pennsylvania

      Wow.

      I join with G-Ma in hugs.

    • trish1048 profile imageAUTHOR

      trish1048 

      10 years ago

      Hi G-Ma,

      Yes, I know,,,when I take the time to think about it, that is absolutely true.

      Thanks for the hugs :)

      Trish

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      trish1048 

      10 years ago

      Gee! I must have struck a chord with you ;)

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      Merle Ann Johnson 

      10 years ago from NW in the land of the Free

      Awww... seems to live in your heart my dear..Better to have loved and lost..then to have never loved at all..What wonderful memories...G-Ma :o) hugs

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      guidebaba 

      10 years ago from India

      I don't remember when did I tell THAT to you !!!

    • trish1048 profile imageAUTHOR

      trish1048 

      10 years ago

      Marisue, I agree,,thanks for stopping by,

      Trish

    • trish1048 profile imageAUTHOR

      trish1048 

      10 years ago

      Thanks for your comment and stopping by,

      Trish

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      marisuewrites 

      10 years ago from USA

      Some are meant to share but moments here and forever there.

      There is no end.

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      Agro Donkey 

      10 years ago from Ohio

      Deep, that's all I can say.

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