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Eugeroics: Another Weapon Against E-Harassment
Smart Drugs Beat E-Harassment
I have been studying the effects of Adrafinil, a legally-available medicine known as a Eugeroic. They provide an increase in concentration, number of novel ideas and provide the edge to really throw yourself into your workouts as well. E-harassment discourages both thought and intense feelings. By getting you "down", you feel that it's impossible to commit worthwhile actions. This leaves you with a very low self-esteem, which makes you optimal programming material.
There's something about really cutting loose and giving it YOUR all. This can be done at any treadmill or reverse-elliptical device at any gym. You must PUSH your body to do MORE than it's set at. E-harassment "turns you down", making you lethargic, weak and open to suggestion. You will find that as you push yourself, you'll get certain feelings that discourage you from "maxing out". These are merely false signals designed to keep your ability "toned down". With Adrafinil, there is no feeling of pleasure, but the feelings of accomplishment you'll harvest from the physical activity you've chosen will provide you with VALIDATION. The harder you PUSH yourself, the greater the reward.
So, in this case: I'm choosing to go "over" the binaural beats designed to make me feel all tired, depressed and afraid. If it increases neurological activity, decreases neurological activity or even causes unknown changes in the brain's chemistry - it messes up your stalkers ability to "get your number" and drag you down into "Hell". The Adrafinil made the tinnitus lose it's rhythmic ringing and take on a quiet, messy "hum" which I could ignore. This lifts you out of the programming frequency they've got your brain marching to. Know that they can and will adjust their instruments to compensate for the change, so you must always change your: routine, ways of thinking and "escape medicine".
Maybe we do have to keep changing things around - the good news is that there exist enough different: psychotropic substances, things to do, things to think, ways to cope with the same circumstance that we can stay afloat amidst this "psychic flood". Remember, you must create difficult work that induces bodily pain and overcome it. This will make you better at overcoming the myriads of distractions and attempts to bring you "down". You will FEEL more alive. This means you'll stay REALLY ALIVE and not be just another plastic automaton marching in step to that ringing in the ears.
People worry about dying. Funny thing is: you can die on the inside LONG before your body ever decides to "kick the bucket". I define life as a free mental state in which the individual is empowered to develop their own: personality, way of expressing themselves, independent thought and FREEDOM OF CHOICE. People LOSE their INNER-LIVES every day. I've seen those blank expressions, mechanical-like walk, lack in natural human emotions and personality. THAT to me is death, and I've come real close to this state of mind...........to me, it is indeed a "fate worse than death". If this moves you, it isn't too late to start incorporating useful counter-measures to this war on the individual. Stay alive and stay REAL!