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I Miss You and I Can't Talk to You Anymore

Updated on April 14, 2019
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I miss you

And I can't talk to you

In person or on the phone...

In this life, anymore


But, I can write you letters

Saying how I FEEL

To help myself feel better


I'm not worried about your soul-

Because I knew you

You showed me what love is

What real friendship is


I was happy you had such a loving family who you talked about

Especially your mom who you constantly talked with on the phone

My mom met you and thought very highly of you


I wish I could talk to your mom and tell her how special you were/are still to me..

We have something in common--YOU.

We all loved you

As did your other friends

Lisa, Danny, Josh, Mike...

Potter place members and staff

We all cried

We are hurting still, I know I am


Would you, say a prayer for me, in heaven?

pray that I won't cry so much

because it hurts

I know you want happiness for me and everyone....


Well, out of all the friends I've had, you had some really great qualities

some rare qualities that I treasure

Every friendship is unique and has its special dimensions

I don't have to name specifics~just the way you made me FEEL

---respected, appreciated, valued, loved, cared for, and you were proud of me


I just don't know what to do with my feelings

I thought they passed but they came back

I drive by your empty apt

And wish you were there



I think the last time I saw Eric was a few months ago. We saw "Aqua man". After that he was so sick, and we kept making plans, but he kept forgetting or canceling.

I never thought we would pass. He was 44. If I knew he was that bad off, I would have walked over to his apt, and knocked on the door. But, I had no contact with his family, and I didn't know much except he was depressed and getting treated. I thought his treatments would help him get well.

As it says on his funeral home card,

"God saw you were getting tired, and a cure was not to be, so he put his arms around you and whispered, "Come to me"."


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My heart cries out in pain

Who will comfort me?

Is there anything that can be done?

What can I do to cope?



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