I can't stress enough how it's your own dream and not anyone else's, and it's your life and don't let anyone else live it for you. sometimes there's pain and it's emotional and you have to go through it and it's a burly storm. I'm sure there's a lot of people out there like me. 24 years old no job, parents taking care of them not too sure what they want to do but have an idea but dabbling into different things until they find something they absolutely know what they want to do. Don't get me wrong I'm no bum people, I don't use excuses so I'll tell you I want to become a writer and I'm going to stay committed to it. It's just going to take awhile. Once you find that one thing that makes your heart tick you'll know it and it will be history. My suggestion to you guys out there is to find a routine and stick to it and do it everyday until one day you find something that comes into your life and it just makes you happy and you find your exceptional at it. Or you have a talent you never knew you had, sometimes it's hard to admit that people your around aren't right for you. They could be dragging you down, they could be lifelong friends or not but when someone cuts you down by your knees and subjects you to shame you know it's time to walk away. By that I mean they already know they can talk to you how they want cause they think that little about you. Your'e and eagle and you are loved.
It could be safe to blame the economy for the misfortune of our generation, it seems that were all so talented and articulate. It's just so hard for us to get in edge wise anywhere no is that agreed upon? However, before they started giving more breaks in school and lessening down on the homework I was in college and essentially I got burned out from the long nights studying and the long days at schools and the hard work. I went to a really well top accredited community college in California and a top accredited high school as well and well I just had enough I just want to live life I'm tired of sitting in a desk and waiting to speculate to suggest what's happening I want to be apart of the life that's going on outside my window. I might not have a fancy degree, but I'm a smart cookie. I'm just a different kind a person that believes in a different style of learning. I really spent my life being self taught, it's possible and dependable and I think it should be acceptable in today's society where innovation is is the main prospect of going anywhere forward.