Life Over the Years

I had a different life and now have come into another life and growing up was just normal family life and discipline. The constant change allowed me to be in a better way.

As I got older, I realized more about the true meaning of life. A time in my life that had shown me how capable I am, and of what I can do for myself.

I had to learn from my experiences, and not from what others had wanted me to do or learn from their life experiences.

Without my ideas flowing through my mind, I would have not come this far to achieve my greatest goals. What I thought about and decided made me go forward with another challenging year ahead.

If you put your mind to doing something it will be tried, tested and you will succeed. From one continent to another I got my mind working at the hardest.

What made me a strong individual?

I had to cope with many emotions and all the way through I remained positive and happy.

I came to a foreign land and hoped for a safer environment and got what I had hoped for a much different kind of life, especially from what I had experienced in my past life.

It is my past that got me to this foreign country. I lived for everything I had and had known and worked my hardest for over a decade to make my life a joyful and free one.

Years have gone by so fast and still, I have more to take on. The constant change has taught me to go with the flow. I would have not lived these years, so positively if I did not hope and believe in my good intentions.

I travelled into a distant future and had no idea what was there when it all came to me, I realized life is greater than the greatest. I learned to like what is placed in front of me.

My positive mind had made me feel good about myself. I have become that strong person due to my greater challenges and I know now that life is too precious to allow me to dwell in the past.

I focused on gardening ideas during the hot summers and adapted to the cold winters very protectively.

My thoughts will remain with me from my past life. I have endured what only a few people would stand for in their lives.

Experiences have held me through all times. When I felt sad, I had a burst of laughter to carry me on.

My anger made me blurt out whatever came to my mind, and I controlled my tongue when I thought I had said too much. These times allowed me to think better and feel better.

Control sounds easy but is not always intact. I have allowed myself to grow into another life with greater freedom. My new life has got me living with less caution. I am free to be outdoors, no matter what time of day.

My heart yearns to go home, and I am working very hard toward that trip. I live with a free mind and know my life here is much better, and enjoy writing, watching movies and going for daily walks. I learned to let go and let be and don't sweat the small stuff!

I sometimes feel nothing will go my way and then out of the blue something just comes my way and surprises me.

I find that light at the end of the tunnel is very easy to see. The light shone down my path when I had least expected it.

There have been far too many challenges and each time I felt this wave hit me, I got up and moved past it. It was not easy to get up and move on my strengths carried me on gracefully.

I don't show my weaknesses, that would let me down badly. I haven't tried to see myself in the worst of ways but felt myself in the worst of ways.

Looking at me in the mirror during my worst times would have destroyed my soul.

I avoided looking at what would have made me feel much worse. Instead, I opened my mind to other important matters. The most interesting and uplifting spirits to make me feel happy helped me along nicely.

There is no challenge I won't take on and recently discovered a competitor.

I knew from the beginning when we met that she was that type of person, and I sometimes didn't know where to place her. Whatever I have she must have for herself.

I don't want to stoop down to her level. Life is what you make of it and I made my life in the most positive way can be, and can’t avoid failures, but try to face up to what I know works best for me.

I don't like to fake my happiness I know that won't work out for me, and prefer to be straight out about anything on my mind, laugh when I want to and smile when I feel the need and all of what I do is truly from the heart.

What comes from the heart is true and means more than being that fake person and feeling emotions to please others. I believe in love, hope peace and good health. What I write is free from my thoughts and to let go of what is bothering me.

I don't believe in negativity and that I can't do. I try and succeed. Blaming others for your wrongdoing is not the way of life, but some people find the need to be that way.

The road has bumps and can be very slippery too. It all depends on how you choose to approach the situation.

You will find that others take on challenges freely and are always up for a challenge. While you will notice a few who want everything worked out for them and put on a plate.

The kinds of people who don't care about where their cash flow is coming from or who are paying their rent are the lazy ones.

Whether you choose to be that procrastinator, the outgoing kind, the smart one, or the not-so-smart one, life is still up to you.

The way you put it all together is entirely up to you. Whatever works for you may not work well for others.

How did I find my place in a foreign country?

I had to first find my happiness before I had gained my place in a foreign country.

When I had gained my happiness naturally, I had known that the time had come for me to be me, and only me. I felt comfortable in my zone and thereafter everything found its place as I did my way.

Everybody has a path to follow, and in time I found my path to light from that not-so-light path.

I grew on my way to finding my world of happiness and starting over with what I had learned over time.

Positive thoughts allowed me to go on and not give up now I am looking forward to another better year.

I knew my life would show improvement and I have seen potential in what I chose to do. The happiness I found burned out the sadness and hardship I had to endure.

Something good is coming out of a bad experience.