Neighbor lady abused
so I am no good, will you please make up for me?
I did not know that Mary was being abused by husband Joe!
Well shame on me and double shame on me and hit me with a shovel and a pick and kick my butt to the curb.
I just spoke to the Sheriff deputies and another neighbor and passed out my cards and gave her a key to my house. I did what we do.
One time I fell down and broke my nose. I big brother set it back. I momma made me learn this song. What up?
But I damned well did not do like we should do. Amen I sinned.
I closed my stupid eyes and did not pay attention. Take me Lord to the edge of town and stone me for I did not care enough to notice.
I am up there in the coooool coool breeze floating around like a butterfly. And I allowed two children to be in danger.
Today I hate myself.
Help me care more deeply o Lord I am not competent on my own.
I worked for my mother.
I am not ashamed of that for she was a great and smart and powerful lady. I worked for her as she saw fit as a consigliere. My hands were dirty with work that a Corporate board of Directors cannot get hands dirty. I am a dirty man. I fix shit that is broke and I do not care of legalities yet I have a doctorate in law.
I has never killed a man but people have died because of my decisions. That is my burden and only mine.
Well it was time for momma to have funeral memorial. There were hundreds there. I tossed the microphone aside and spoke in a voice that sounds like Harry Belafonte and Dean Martin all mixed up and can boom to thousands. Momma always love me singing Matilda.
It was time to tell the secret of my momma.
My momma hired me in 1984 to smuggle young women out of Arizona to California where they had more rights against "husband fathers".
Money was an issue so we struggled and all those judges and lawyers and doctors would have fried her ass if they knew. Well by my scattered mind we helped about 30 good women. Wrong or right, I really do not give a good dogdamn. I still weigh in at over 220 but I am not tough like I should be.
Yes I broke my neighbors nose with a head butt, And I sweep kicked down and applied pressure on his throat with my knee and had my foot on his groin. (get the picture) But he is healthy in the back of a squad car.
Too godamn little and too damn late. Peace be on all but me for I did not help quick enough.
And yes I just went and gave him a card for a great lawyer. And told him that my door is always open for anyone in anger.
And the silly pointy is this
I do not want you to be a hero. In any dangerous way. I want you to be safe. Even though I am a jerkass you do not need to be one.
Love is all it takes. Be tough on yourself and do the wrong thing.
There was a boy hanging with his possee' and they were just hanging out at a wedding party. His momma made him change the water into wine. What up with wine and moms anyhow
Whoopi and Whoopy would you help me out?
I just do not do this thing called life right. I write for a living and I love to live to write. That is no way to be me. But you people love to live life and you can help me be better.
I am weak but you are strong. Please love each other.