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Polar Shift!

Updated on September 19, 2017
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PERSONALLY, I could use a mental, emotional and physical and personal vacation after working for years; I love the novel 'The DaVinci Code'.

Before my cousin Alex covered his body in tattoos, he was MY date on New Year's Eve 2007;

My cousin Alex & I.
My cousin Alex & I.

I had a "mini-stroke" or, so THEY say;

Honestly, has anyone ever have a "mini-stroke" which was "diagnosed" by a neurosurgeon; "mini-stroke", huh; I feel that this "mini stroke" is a sheer and DEFINITE connection to a reincarnation of a past life, therefore, I would rather not refer to my "condition" as such, as I am of sound mind and heart;

In any case, I memorized my passport# number (which, I feel is fiercely protected by the military, I feel, or actually, know) and other personal information to "improve my memory" (and other reasons), as my mom believes that my memory requires "improvement"; nope:)

My mom recommends herbal supplements and vitamins to remedy my memory as well as playing "word find" games, writing lists such as grocery lists, "Things Done" and other written lists such as "Things to Buy" at the pharmacy, groceries and what not;

For well over nine (9+) plus years, I have been unable to walk smoothly, physically feels as if I'm enchained from head-to-toe with an "invisible" ball and chain (never mind wear heels!) but I want to wear heels and would love to wear new and very special ones which I have had in my closet for years, which are gold-toned high-heel sandals with delicately inlaid silver rhinestones which my aunt-B once referred to my aforementioned heels as "goddess heels"; I have a picture of myself wearing them at a New Year's Eve gathering in a picture with my cousin Alex on my Facebook profile and in the photograph within this essay;

In the meantime, I have been wearing various colors of Skechers or-Skechers-like shoes, jeans to work (as opposed to skirts and dresses I used to wear before 'it' happened), I gained at least twenty (20) pounds due to a low-dose prescribed medication which is "supposed to help 'balance' me out' which unfortunately opens up the appetite, ugh; I rarely smile as much anymore even though I have always been very happy-go-lucky, especially when I was in love but guess what; I have not had a romantic relationship in nine (9) plus years not to mention that I have not had a drop of wine or champagne to toast to a New Year in nine (9) plus years either; which is very unlike me and, I am definitely NOT depressed; there is a great reason for the aforementioned;

At 37, my life changed completely; believe me, thus, I am very hopeful that I will overcome every "obstacle". Believe it. Think positive, move forward and, MAKE A WISH;

Besides, do I look worried? Frustrated, yes; and, WHAT ON EARTH IS TAKING SO LONG; am open to your thoughts.

I wish, hope and pray that my "meditations" continue to effectively strengthen my mind because I do tend to think very much (in millisecond speeds, much like lightning and oftentimes, in parallel thought; maybe I should take up yoga to strengthen my core and legs :) I recently renewed my L.A. Fitness gym membership; basically I am utilizing this blog as a diary, if you will, for my fans;)

I am writing the TRUTH about my personal experience because my group told me that I had to accept and confront that which occurred and, that it would be therapeutic to chronicle the experiences little-by-little to the point of not feeling uncomfortable, so I am;

Actually, it took four (4+) plus years to face the group and read this essay. Heck, it took two plus (2+) years to write all of this on the Internet;

Basically, my mother likes to think that I live in "another world" and in fact, had me admitted INVOLUNTARILY into a mental facility in Hialeah, FL where I needlessly ended up staying for two (2) weeks; after forty-eight (48) hours had passed, I met with several folks because I had a very real and truthful spiritual awakening and felt to have been St. Mary Magdalene (regarded a "mortal human being" whose Gospel was completely excluded from the Bible and was the well-respected, beloved disciple of Jesus of Nazareth, The Sacred Feminine of The Christ whom was Royalty);

Anyhow, I also realized that I awoke to a 'red & black' world, ugh; my mother insisted that I wasn't Mary Magdalene in a previous life (although, how would my mom know whom My Soul believes with conviction that I actually was Mary Magdalene); I was raised Catholic Christian and therefore, do strongly believe in reincarnation and in fact, if I was St. Mary Magdalene, how could I prove it;

I learned that I am gifted with the very powerful trait of telepathy, to say the least; I have tested my telepathic powers--I began to 'test' my inner mind first, by kindly asking many others to buy Little Tree Car Fresheners and noticed that, within one and half years (1½), there are Little Tree Car Fresheners in nearly every other car I see on the street in Greater Miami Florida, especially in Doral, FL; undoubtedly not a coincidence;

Besides, unsurprisingly, St. Mary Magdalene was considered by many to be a 'mere mortal' rather than an extremely powerful and important human woman.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/gail-wallace/5-things-you-should-know-_12_b_9471084.html

I also had another paranormal experience (in a Biblical sense) in which I felt that I saw, and heard, the spirit of Jesus of Nazareth as an apparition but he soon proved to be Christ-not; I recall that whomever he was, he told me to pray to myself ; which made me question, "whom was that evil male 'spirit' after all"; when I was 36 years old in 2006, his apparition told me to drive to Miami Beach one (1) night and park and walk on the beach with him; it was a lovely evening and, of course, I was personally alone, wearing one of my pretty gowns (size 6) and delicate gold "goddess" heels which matched the gown perfectly accompanied by a string of pearls; we (the apparition of 'Christ-not' and I) spent about an hour or so on Miami Beach; it was near midnight and I felt sleepy; he told me to sleep in my car, so I did, until morning;

The next day, I drove to my mother's house whom seemed worried and insisted that I live in "another world." Anyhow, the bottom line is that, I lived, and heard, his apparition for one (1) year where I experienced many more incidents which I may explain personally one day, if asked; I was completely unaware that he was Christ-not and was convinced and, very disappointed, otherwise;

By the way, North Korea's president is 'trigger happy' towards initiating a nuclear war, to say the least;

At this point, I am on a journey or, a mission, if you will, of healing and recovery and, am open to any help or suggestions;

In any case, my mother had me "Baker Act-ed" which is a colloquial term for being peacefully arrested by the police whom drive you to a mental health facility against your will; I never did anything even slightly crazy nor, had any symptoms of a mental illness, however, my mom insisted in having me diagnosed by a psychiatrist for her own reasons, I suppose; I even became avidly religious for one (1) year and went to many 'holy feast days' all around Miami and had a paranormal experience before I lived with my mother while I lived alone in my Coral Gables apartment with someone whom I thought I 'knew' and believed to be the spirit of Jesus of Nazareth; he soon proved to be Christ-not (again), in a Biblical sense; which is proven well beyond a shadow of a doubt; HubPages reader, you decide and feel free, therefore to comment on this Hub (besides I am an open-book, in the truest sense of the word, I have absolutely nothing to hide nor to lose);

Currently, I live with my retired mother within a gated community in Doral, Florida. I didn't figure that my mother would be supportive at all, however unsurprisingly is strangely too supportive, as well as is my younger sister, aunt and the rest of my family (for a reason.)

To be specific, my only maternal half-sister (whom is a stay-at-home mom and even home schools her son) has a completely different biological father and we truly are nothing alike but we grew up together so there is luv; so be it;

one day I had a bad 'dream', shall I call it where my younger sister told me, "now I am YOU, Consuelo De Bilbao Luzárraga", which sounded like something out of a bad science-fiction film; can you imagine such a rude awakening;

Anyway, my mother keeps a calendar to keep track of twice-a-month meetings as "group talk therapy" where I have come across individuals whom I clearly dissect as being cursed with mental illnesses; truthfully, I am not like them, so I do count my blessings;

Admittedly, I am extremely creative, I think in millisecond speeds, in parallel thought, telepathically (even in the 3rd [third] person); I have even learned that I am quite prophetic, I 'remember the future' but not any of my 'past lives', even though I do believe in reincarnation, as I AM HUMAN (and not a robot, nor a 'captcha', nor even an alien);

My personal aura is extremely bright and, visible in photographs, especially:) It would be amazingly cool to prove as I know that I have truly clear telepathic powers, in person, as seen in science fiction films where computers record 'mentally spoken thoughts' as proof of an extrasensory, specially gifted person;

My life took a sharp turn when I moved in with my mom (which was a true Polar Shift in personal power and independence). It was an adjustment moving to Doral, FL with my mom;

We are nothing alike so we put up with each other as roommates because I have not been able to afford living on my own in years, believe it or not. My younger sister is more like my mom, actually;

I was happily living in Coral Gables in an apartment with my two kittens named Bella and Dio (which I adopted from the Cat Network);

I used to go out once or twice a week, mostly in downtown Miami and in central Miami but haven't been as active as I was;

Actually, I haven't been to those places in well over nine (9) plus years;

I suddenly quit my great job in an agency in Pinecrest, South Miami, Florida where I worked as a Marketing Consultant and spoke with my family about what I believed to be true and my mom became very worried and nervous; what I do not grasp is, why would my mom and immediate family become so nervous and worried rather than being elated, being that my Soul remembers being St Mary Magdalene, which is a very good thing, as St Mary Magdalene has always been held in very high regard by many for well over two (2) milleniums;

Rather than being supportive, my mother and immediate family regarded my memory of being St Mary Magdalene as a psychiatric condition which, it is NOT, in my best opinion;

In addition to being to experiencing a "mini-stroke" as diagnosed by a neurologist, I decided to get braces because one (1) upper tooth protruded. I had braces from the time I was eleven (11) until I was nearly thirteen (13) years old. At 44 years old, I had braces again; luckily, the braces came off in the Summer of 2014;

Further to my career, I mostly worked within the field of Marketing & Communications; for seven (7) years, I worked within the cargo (import & export) industry; I worked at steamship lines, an airline, a consolidator (or, NVOCC), a freight forwarder and as an import cargo supervisor;

At the university, I became intrigued about the field of Marketing and decided to pursue a fledgling marketing career as a freelance temporary administrative assistant and/or receptionist until I was hired by BACARDI USA as a New Products Assistant. I even worked at a dental office when I was 14 years old because my mom was the Office Manager and hired me;

My next job was in New York City was at a public relations firm where I was hired as an Executive Assistant; after one year, I moved back to Miami and decided to travel to Europe (Italy and Paris, specifically);

After spending some time in Venice, Italy, I was hired by PARBEL Inc (a subsidiary of L'OREAL) as an International Trainer for Biotherm; I was promoted within L'OREAL as the National Training Director for Biotherm after one (1) year;

Nearly two (2) years later, I returned to Miami and was hired by SHISEIDO, a Japanese cosmetics manufacturer as their Latin American Marketing Manager;

I worked at SHISEIDO nearly four (4) months until I was hired on the spot by ALFAPARF, an Italian cosmetics manufacturer as a Marketing Manager;

After one year and a half (approximately), I was promoted by my boss to live in Bergamo, Italy and to work in their headquarter office in Dalmine;

My boss at ALFAPARF had promoted me to International Marketing Manager; he told me to hire an Assistant; I hired my younger sister;

At first, my younger sister seemed almost magical, however, after a few months, I was driven to resign due to my sister's very persuasive tactics whom seemed to manipulate me and others somehow; it was very strange, to be quite honest;

As usual, I kept to myself rather than gossip with others and was very dedicated and focused on my career, however, I suddenly became the opposite once my sister was also working within ALFAPARF, the Italian hair care and cosmetics manufacturer; I spent four (4) years working with ALFAPARF;

Some time later that year, I decided to work with a temporary agency as an Executive Assistant, Receptionist, Secretary or any open position available for which I qualified in the hopes of securing a new job due to very high unemployment rates;

I applied for an Advertising Executive position in Miami Lakes and was pretty much hired on the spot; I worked with that agency for a little over seven (7) months because I sought better pay and a more professional environment; therefore, I interviewed at another agency whom offered me a salary of $20,000 more than I was making and hired me on the spot as well as a Marketing Consultant;

While working with the agency, I was very happy with my work, the graphic designers, the printing division, the traffic division, my bosses and my clients;

It was precisely then that "it" happened while I was working at that agency and living in my apartment in Coral Gables with my two (2) beautiful kittens Bella and Dio;

Stay tuned, feel free to comment and/or lend me your insight;

Thank you in advance;

-BibiLuzarraga.

PS By the way, there is an Operation Reassurance that I must say I salute the military and NATO as well as the other many agencies that work in tandem with them; in fact, I look forward to learning of the outcome;

BibiLuzarraga.








"Love is patient, love is kind, love does not envy nor boast";

Corinthians 13:4-8

8 Love never fails-BibiLuzarraga.

The definition of Divine Love:

Love is blind, Love does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. Love does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, Love is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth-BibiLuzarraga.

May 13, 2016-Now immediately, times Infinity times three (3) squared, I hope, wish and pray for Peace, Justice, Balance, Beauty and Love in the Universe this Summer of 2017;

— BibiLuzarraga.

In a prophetic dream;

In April 2015, I felt that I would lose my biological family; haunting in a way; of course, I did not tell my mom nor anyone in my family and nearly dismissed that vision however, I cannot forget it; anything could happen to my biological family>>>from a car accident or a health issue or somehow, something beyond comprehension<<<BibiLuzarraga.

My personal signature-

My personal, legal signature (I sign my nickname BibiLuzarraga or, just Bibi and, apparently, I am a victim of identity theft.)
My personal, legal signature (I sign my nickname BibiLuzarraga or, just Bibi and, apparently, I am a victim of identity theft.) | Source

Amazing Grace; beautiful song;

Amazing Grace Amazing Grace, How sweet the sound; I once was lost, But now I'm found. Was blind, but now I see; BibiLuzarraga.

I FINALLY READ THIS UPDATED ESSAY ALOUD!

Some may call it 'brave', however, I finally mustered up my strength in reading this essay aloud at a group therapy session; I had never mentioned that I was "Baker-Act-ed" by my own mother or felt a paranormal experience and definitely never mentioned my spiritual awakening in feeling that I was St. Mary Magdalene (you know, "the beloved disciple of Jesus of Nazareth"); I didn't receive too many comments, except from the facilitator of the group whom said, "thanks for sharing; sometimes, we feel 'delusions of grandeur," (blah blah blah); I basically nodded my head and insisted, "well I KNOW I had paranormal experiences and truly saw, and heard, The Soul of Jesus of Nazareth and I was NOT hallucinating"; I have only smoked pot in this lifetime and have never done any other kind of drug so no, I was NOT, NOT, NOT hallucinating); ??Has anyone heard of having an Invisible Soul-BibiLuzarraga.

Living in the Looking Glass-

"Mirror, mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?"
"Mirror, mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?" | Source

My beloved Venice - at night

Rialto

At the time I was in Venice and dated a Venetian, my "boyfriend" (the Venetian) had a best friend whom owned a busy restaurant near the Rialto Bridge; this is where I learned about Limoncello!

BellaDio

BellaDio;

Juniper trees align the villa, a stone pathway gives way to the front entrance of BellaDio-BibiLuzarraga.

POSSESSION!!!

Which has been proven beyond a shadow of a doubt-BibiLuzarraga.
Which has been proven beyond a shadow of a doubt-BibiLuzarraga. | Source

The Omnipotent Unicorn is Reborn :)

Why does the "hooked x" come to mind?
Why does the "hooked x" come to mind? | Source

Off the topic, decidedly exploring a low-carb diet :)

I found a neat recipe for Kale Chips and would like to share it with my HubReaders:

Ingredients:

  • 8 cups of loosely packed curly kale, torn into 1-1½" pieces, tough stems removed;
  • 2 Tbsp extra virgin oil, melted;
  • ¼ tsp salt, to taste;

Instructions:

  • Preheat oven to 325 degrees;
  • Wash & thoroughly dry kale leaves;
  • Place kale in a plastic container or large bowl;
  • Pour warmed oil over the kale;
  • Close lid on container and shake to coat kale well;
  • Spread coated kale onto a large baking sheet;
  • Sprinkle with salt, to taste;
  • Bake 20-22 minutes, until crispy;
  • ENJOY LIGHT & CRISPY FRESH FROM THE OVEN :)

-BibiLuzarraga!

July 18th, 2017;

Have you heard//Eve (The Genesis) was framed-BibiLuzarraga.

July 19, 2017 Have you ever heard of CODE RED in the military;

Remember that movie, "A Few Good Men" which starred Tom Cruise and Demi Moore whom were military lawyers which investigated a Code Red; lends insight into a quite urgent CODE/RED, CODE/RED, CODE/RED which is happening on Planet Earth today (listen to the news)-C Luzarraga.

August 1st, 2017:

Today is my 48th birthday :)BibiLuzarraga!

We should meet :)

(April 17, 2017)-Follow me on FaceBook if you'd like and by the way, it's a good thing that my HubPages.com://@bibiluzarraga is linked with Google Analytics, a reporting program; all of my essays on-line have gone viral worldwide unsurprisingly so; therefore, if you are a fan of my website, please let me know and feel free to comment; or, if you have any questions, or should prefer/require any clarification, ask me in person;)-BibiLuzarraga.

August 16, 2017-Police officers in Doral, FL;

Lately, I have noticed many police officers lined up around the corner from where I am employed as the one & only receptionist for a small office distributor of wholesale cellular phones-BibiLuzarraga.

What do you believe in-Bibi.


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Which country calls to you :)Bibi.

Do France and Italy call to your heart?

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February 26, 2017: The DaVinci Code;

To my HubPages fans: Did you happen to watch the film, "The DaVinci Code"; I did-

BibiLuzarraga.

April 25, 2017: The website: Halexandria.org :)

Dear Hub Readers:

I would like your opinion/thoughts/comments regarding Mr Dan Sewell Ward's knowledge on the theories he discusses on his website; also, if you know of a way in which I may contact Mr Dan Sewell Ward via email, I would greatly appreciate your input; thoughtfully and kindly-BibiLuzarraga.

September 6, 2017-

HURRICANE IRMA, a Category 5 storm headed for Florida this coming weekend, is the largest and strongest hurricane ever recorded in history and, is borne from the warm, September waters of the Atlantic Ocean; perhaps it was a harrowing vision, however, Hurricane Irma seems as if it is making a beeline for my aunt's home (with her address written all over it) within the eyewall of the storm, which is forecasted to sweep by south Miami's coastline, to say at the very least; should I be concerned and keep her in my thoughts (I think so), considering that which Hurricane Harvey left in its wake in Texas, a Bible Belt state, not even two (2) weeks ago-BibiLuzarraga.

September 19, 2017: I AM A VICTIM OF IDENTITY THEFT;

In speaking with the IRS this afternoon, it has been confirmed that I am a victim of Identity Theft; now I must notify the IRS, other government agencies, the police and other institutions that my identity has been stolen (I just knew this would happen); ugh; BibiLuzarraga!

© 2014 -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name

May 19, 2016>>A modern form of Social Media: Facebook-

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      -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name 6 months ago from Doral, FL (Greater Miami)

      "I know that...."

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      -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name 10 months ago from Doral, FL (Greater Miami)

      November 4, 2016-SOOOO, I have a brilliant idea (inspired by my cousin, lol); as an early Christ-mas present, I will obtain a small-to-medium tatoo on my wrist of a Wild Unicorn; can't wait :)BibiLuzarraga.

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      -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name 12 months ago from Doral, FL (Greater Miami)

      Newsflash: Stay tuned for more than just another on-line essay from me tomorrow, Saturday, September 10, 2016; I know that I will because I have a brilliant idea:) BibiLuzarraga.

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      -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name 16 months ago from Doral, FL (Greater Miami)

      Dear Reader, thank you so kindly for posting the following link on my on-line essay (hub/blog); I look forward towards exchanging ideas with open-minded individuals:)""http://www.huffingtonpost.com/gail-wallace/5-thing...

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      -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name 16 months ago from Doral, FL (Greater Miami)

      Hi M, coming from you, I will take it as a compliment :)-Bibi Luzarraga.

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      muhammad abdullah javed 16 months ago

      Thanks for sharing stunning information. I liked it.

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      -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name 17 months ago from Doral, FL (Greater Miami)

      Thank you, NAMI Nancy :) Bibi.

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      Nancy from NAMI 17 months ago

      I totally believe you had an experience with Mary Magdalene and Jesus. I had one with arch angel Michael that I will never forget, even if it's just called a hallucination to me it was very real. I believe you and was happy for you when you read your blog entry. I'm enjoying your blog. Nice job!

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      -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name 18 months ago from Doral, FL (Greater Miami)

      Just had lunch at my desk; the office will be closed tomorrow for "Good Friday"; I work for an Argentinian owner whom sprang in for an Argentinian churrasco with chimichurri sauce which was very good (which I paired with my homemade Sesame Peanut Noodles and skipped the high carbohydrate bread :) BibiLuzarraga.

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      -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name 18 months ago from Doral, FL (Greater Miami)

      With regard to the aforementioned and other news, it has been proven legally, federally, spiritually, and internationally-BibiLuzarraga.

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      -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name 20 months ago from Doral, FL (Greater Miami)

      Come to think of it, this aforementioned POLAR SHIFT is due to more than Global Warming, which in itself is severe; animals have become endangered species, weather patterns are disastrous, politics are outta hand, retailers are closing many stores, unemployment has risen all over the world; mentioning it would be redundant; read the news on-line and, pay much heed.

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      -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name 20 months ago from Doral, FL (Greater Miami)

      Since 1996, I reminded my BFF whom lived in Miami while I lived in NYC and would call her every evening to chat for at least an hour and, would always remind her, "I have 2 words for you, Maria-POLAR SHIFT!"-BibiLuzarraga.

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      -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name 20 months ago from Doral, FL (Greater Miami)

      The Planets of The Milky Way are ALIGNED from January 20, 2016 through February 20, 2016; don't miss this very rare phenomenon!

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      -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name 20 months ago from Doral, FL (Greater Miami)

      I painted my nails with a clear, silver glitter nail polish; luv it, lol-Bibi.

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      -Consuelo De Bilbao Luzarraga my legal birth name 2 years ago from Doral, FL (Greater Miami)

      Dear Reader, if you would like to connect with me on FaceBook,, my FaceBook name is 'Bibi Luzarraga' while my email address is 'createbeauty@mail.com.'