The Boy Teacher and the Father Student. (A Beach Walk With a Daughter)
Oh This Is No Fraud. This Gal Owns Such A Large Of My Heart.
I Do Not Declare Truth. I Have Faith That You Will
Yes this one is with a daughter that I am so proud to call my own. Free spirits are not even free in her beauty of life. She captivates souls and opens the gates of the clouds passing by into a heaven of now!
I was being scooted out on an ambulance stretcher and all ten years of her came rushing up to tell me that she was coming with me. We both knew she could not follow to the emergency room I was headed for but we also both knew she would be with me as she pecked my cheek and teared up.
Down below a friend wrote a song just for her. Tom was a good man. I already miss him. But he did not know me – but he did.
D: Dad it is so cool you come up for my lunch and walk with me on the beach.
F: Now you owe me, so I get to pick your brain. You are the president of the school Eddie Vetter graduated from. How do you get better than that?
D: I don’t think I get you dad. OMG look at those Pelicans dive, they must have found a school of fish.
F: Look closer baby. There is a pod of dolphins circling the fish and the Pelicans are stealing them. What is that the dolphins do? Do they hunt alone?
D: I know the Dolphins are herding. They work together and take turns when they encircle the fish.
F: There we are girl. That is what I wanted to ask you about. If you are the boss of a whole school of children what is your responsibility? Do you work/hunt together or try to live outside – an outlier?
D: I cannot get two people to agree on anything.
F: Do you challenge or lead?
D: Daddy O you are a freak to ask such deep questions.
F: And right there is the deep ocean.
D: So dad you want to know how I am going to lead.
F: You are just so full of love and inclusiveness and helping everyone. Can you make that work as a leader and not just a friend?
D: OK I get it now. See that cliff over there? It is made of rock and sand and dirt but they all work together to make a cliff. Our Mother Earth is that way all over. She gives me you and you me. Remember you taught me about Namaste? If I lead with my love then the good will follow.
F: But don’t you owe those that do not follow the glory of your heart?
D: Dad I remember when you declared that you can lead a horse to water but you cannot make him drink. So dad I will not tell them what to do. I will be happy and they will want to be that way so they will come. Isn’t that about the movie with baseball player ghosts?
All I Can Tell Is These Guys Knew Your Name. I Was Just a Cleaner. I Don't Know How to Do Life.
What The Heck Is the Picture Here
Honey You Do Understand That I Am Not Tethered To Earth?
F: Quiet for just a second I am tearing up at your loving wisdom. Your mom sure does a great job for you. Wow you are smart. Do you remember when we held you back a year in school and got those extra teachers?
D: That was the best year of my life. So cool, I have all my bestest friends because of that. I think it taught me to go slow and let yourself catch up with your self. How is your self doing daddy?
F: I love the thought of thinking globally but acting locally that I know you know. But I am working globally and thinking locally. And it sometimes sucks because others only think about themselves.
D: Lets go dance in the water.
F: But I have suit pants.
D: hmmm, are you saying your clothes prevent you from loving the ocean?
F: Let me roll up my pants, you pain in the butt!
D: Look at the crabs and that seaweed is full of fleas – do not worry these ones do not like to eat old men.
F: I know gay means something else nowadays but how do you be so gay of life?
D: You just teared up that is because you are happy. So cry and you will get me. By the way you cry too much. Are you really convinced that is the Holy Spirit?
F: Like I really know. I am so smart that I do not know anything.
D: Hey dad let’s do swing dance on the edge of the waves.
F: You mean like a dance party right here!! All righty then you do the humming and I will whistle.
This Number Is "Our" Song.
This Is What A Big Sister Is Supposed To Act
I Love My God of My Earth
And a Stork and another come out from the lagoon and we do not scare them. And the Dolphins come closer and leap from the water. And the sun is warm and our feet are cold and a deep hug happens. Time to walk back for school and work.
F: If you are the boss of a whole school of children what is your responsibility? Do you work/hunt together or try to live outside – an outlier?
D: Dad, how did you do that? People do not circle back to the beginning in a conversation.
F: Girl that is because they are not really paying attention to your thoughts as expressed.
D: Alright, you mean about that stuff of having a conversation means that during discussion if we listen talking might change your thoughts and so go back to where you began. That whole circle thing.
F: Why should I talk to you?
D: I make you think? You teach me in questions? Maybe just nice for two brilliant people to have a space where we belong. But I will never treat a person without that space less then you have treated me.
F: Let me get you back to school.
D: I am the boss, remember?
F: Give me an answer. You know that they will put me in a room soon. I am crazier than an eclipse.
D: Dad stay crazy I will get you home and safe.
D: I am a part of the pelicans and the Dolpins.
F: And your pelicans and dolphins are always with me and they help me live with your free spirit no matter how far.
(just a quick note - my children and I really do bust out in spontaneous dance parties like my mom and Dad would do after dinner sometimes. 78's on a Wurlitzer thank God for no TV. Try it you will like it.)