The Things Lost and Gained
What Makes Me Smile
Life is challenging!
I lost and have gained many moments.
I lost a part of me, and have gained a whole lot of love together with family and friends and filled that void.
An increased knowledge of true living showed me more about life.
I have gained happiness and freedom.
I can't get back what I had once lost and sometimes felt unhappy about the change in my life.
I don't understand my life the way it all began what I once was just feels very different to my new life.
I yearn to be but fail to be.
I want to be happy and am happy. On the days when I feel good something occurs to upset me. I fall right back to the old thoughts.
Nothing will be the same again and too much has changed and my life just says it all.
My positive mind allows me to think more and do more of what I need to make my life a good one but at times that don't matter to me.
I feel like I am falling away.
Deep down I don't want to do it anymore.
Life is no bed of roses, and on certain days I want to run away from it all. The lovely free life has given me more courage to stay and live and let be.
My plans are enormous and so useful to me.
The negative people drain me from my good energy. I got to stay away from that negativity.
I did not grow up with a negative life but now it is like I can't escape from this negativity.
I am better off on my own and not with any disturbances when I am around certain people I feel so drained and feel less energetic.
I grew to accept a different life and a new kind of life that gave me the chance to explore and know myself much better.
Bad days affect everyone and if you think that life is perfect then you are wrong.
No life is rosy and cheerful, all days are not good days.
Life has its cause you have to live with it, ignore it, put up with it, or walk away from your situation.
I have come to live in a foreign country and still have those days when I wish, ''I did not.'' or the words, ''should have'' comes to mind.
Those days don't vanish and I have to live with what I know makes me feel the greatest.
My new sunny days and lovely friends open up my good thoughts.
I enjoy certain days while other days feel bleak writing about how I feel allows me to feel good about me all over again.
A laughter is good that is my best medicine and I don't hang on what others think is good for me I know what I need to feel good what they think would ruin my thoughts.
As tough as it all has been I have to see myself for who I am and accept me for who I am.
I live the way I like and have made the necessary changes to my life as a good one.
The way I choose to live is my option and only I can make my life happy nobody could do that for me.
It is easy to look at how others live and how they pass their days my days are different and simple for me.
I avoid the strenuous work to not have too many aches and pains which as yet don't have and feel well and healthy in that way.
I sometimes feels like I can't do it, like I hate everything around me.
I am, however, very grateful for my loved ones, and enjoy my new days with much laughter the true kind of laughter that comes from within.
What I had lost I will not have again but I can still start of new and look ahead of what has got me to this point in my life.
The greater challenges and new experiences has opened my mind to a new culture and always a new moment.
Days come and days go without a focus of what was but only with what is my best way of thinking.
I tried and I found myself in a better place. I look and I see, I talk and I am who I am. Nothing can be taken away from achievements and my hard work has paid off in some way.
I may not have noticed how but feel that goodness.
I have is love, happiness and good health all that matters to me for now and forever. To enjoy my life whenever possible to be t hat woman who can share her thoughts to her readers and her strong words to her family.
The meaning of true living is how I choose to be not of what others think I should be and do.
My opinions matter most than others I like my life the way it is what will be only remains to be seen my thoughts are great and powerful.
What I think is from the heart, I do from the heart, and I smile from the heart. The heart knows better and my less-stressful life shows that too.
I have what makes me laugh and I have what makes me cry if I feel down I cry to let out my frustrations and disappointments it does make me feel better to shed some tears.
Crying may not be for everyone and works fine with me and not all the time only when I feel all knotted-up.
Ever felt that knotted-up feeling and you just wanted to let go with some tears?
As crying is good to let and let be I don't always fall into tears.
I manage my days with a good walk though recently I have not been for my long walks it feels so different and hectic.
I like to be on my own to work at what I want without being told how to unless I require the advise of another then only do I ask for it.
My strong mind proves that to me.
I need to clear my thoughts and require a full mind of things.
I learned right from wrong and sometimes I feel that what I have learned in my new life has made me this way.
What I knew and now know has changed me in many ways:
I like doing and being the following:
Prefer to be with family more than friends
Look at my life in positive way.
Avoid negative people
Look for what makes me happy
Life made my appearance new
Love and care more.
Look for good moments and face the bad moments with great courage.
Is happier making my own decisions, I decide for myself.
Look forward to each day with a new thought.
The less-stressed feeling and more freedom has shown me of my life.
Enjoy working around the house.
I like meeting new people.
Don't forgive and know what I want from my life.
I have not always been this way but since my life has changed so much I choose to be sometimes harsh, sometimes soft.
Telling lies is not what I enjoy doing it would hold me back from achieving my goals.
I prefer telling the truth the side of me that shows from all sides.
Feel less stressful
Does Crying help you let go of what hurts you the most?
Don't give up in life
© 2014 Devika Primić