ArtsAutosBooksBusinessEducationEntertainmentFamilyFashionFoodGamesGenderHealthHolidaysHomeHubPagesPersonal FinancePetsPoliticsReligionSportsTechnologyTravel

When you smile

Updated on March 12, 2016
Davorunner profile image

I love to write, I have been writing and journaling since I was very young, and I especially enjoy short stories, parodies and poetry.

Source


When you smile, the whole world smiles with you.

Right now the world could use a few more smiles, so I’m going to give it a try.

I’ll level with ya. I’m upset, lonely, tired and confused. I don’t mind being alone or around others but I’ve been alone and in limbo for far too long. I’ll be honest, my life isn’t crash hot, and in the words of several of the cast of Avenue Q: “it sucks to be me”.

Despite what people think positive people aren’t naive. They aren’t happy because they haven’t experienced any pain. In fact, it’s quite the opposite. It’s because they’ve had it tough, and they know that dwelling on it isn’t going to do anything except ruin your present life. They have chosen to be happy.

So I’ve decided to smile, in the hopes that others will too. Sure, I don’t feel like it right now at all. I’m worn out, I’m falling apart, I’m all out of juice and I don’t know why. And sure, it won’t be a long smile but I’m going to give it a shot to show myself that I won’t be ruled by my emotions. They can only enhance how I’m already feeling, so I’d just be miserable if I didn’t get up and do something about it.

I will try and smile a bit, but it can be hard. When one is feeling upset it can be easy to remember all the reasons why your life sucks – and I’m sure everyone has some. But, if I smile – will you? Will you smile with me? We can remind each other of the good times, and maybe our smiles will turn into laughs.

When I’m alone I have too much time to think about my life and it hurts. It hurts so much I can’t move on. I can’t take another step, or even remain standing. I can’t breathe. That’s the depth of pain I’m talking about. I can’t do this on my own, I just feel like giving up and drowning. It’s as if, by unearthing one piece, every other bit becomes exposed. I have to keep digging once I’ve started or else I’m just going to keep falling into the same hole. I’ve got to keep digging for however long it takes until I’ve found the real problem and can deal with it and move on again - and can properly smile again.

I think I’ve partly figured out why it hurts so much – this whole being alone/having nothing to do thing. Because there’s nothing to stop me from a bit of self reflection. Why is this kind of self reflection so painful and difficult? Why is it so complicated and not something you can do on a whim?

I’m picturing our hearts, or spirits, as puzzles. Rather large puzzles. They are mostly all together, but not all in the right places. Each piece has been put together but with all the stuff we have to amuse, or occupy ourselves, not a lot of care has been taken to make sure they fit together well. Then, of course, because we’re in such a hurry to move on, we bash them in until they fit – Homer Simpson style. Then we continue this process. Wrong pieces are all over the place, but squished together to look like they are in the right places.

No wonder it can be so hard to smile sometimes. It hurts when everything is so mixed up that we don’t know what’s what. And when we start to notice, it’s not so easy to fix. First of all, they are stuck good and proper – it’s going to take some effort to un-stick that first piece. I didn’t realize ‘till now that this is only the first step – it’s not over yet. If you leave it like that, it’s just going to tear you up inside.

When you’ve detached the first piece, there is a right spot for it, but that spot isn’t free. Now you’ve got to uproot the one in its’ place before you can get this one back where it belongs. Then comes more pain.

When you start to get a few pieces back in their right places you’ll feel the difference. So much so, that you’ll want to smile. Then others will see the change, and they’ll want to smile too. So, take some time for you , sort out the pieces in your life, and smile. Because God knows the world could sure use a few more.

Source

Comments

    0 of 8192 characters used
    Post Comment

    • Davorunner profile imageAUTHOR

      Davorunner 

      7 years ago from Australia

      Wise words, Wheelin! I'm finding it hard, and it DOES hurt, but I do believe that happiness is a choice, and as you said it's when we stop working on those puzzles that we can end up being harmful to ourselves and society.

      The more smiles the better, to let each other know that we are still trying and still care about our fellow human beings.

      Thanks for your insightful comment

    • wheelinallover profile image

      Dennis Thorgesen 

      7 years ago from Beatrice, Nebraska U.S.

      Been working on that puzzle since I was about five years old. I have learned and relearned how to smile, laugh and even cry. They all help vent emotion, and are a necessary part of our daily existence.

      "Choose life" an anti-abortion slogan, fits well in so many other places. Everything in our lives are choices, we can choose to stop working on the puzzle, or work on it slowly day by day. We can even stop working on it for a while then go back to it.

      It is when we stop for good that we become no good to ourselves or the society we live in. So get up tomorrow morning smile and put another piece in place.

    • Davorunner profile imageAUTHOR

      Davorunner 

      7 years ago from Australia

      Yep, you're right. Trying to make other people happy will help you, also it will take your mind off your problems for long enough to allow you to think straight.

      Sorting our own lives out will help us to have true happiness too.

    • vocalcoach profile image

      Audrey Hunt 

      7 years ago from Idyllwild Ca.

      An interesting hub. One of the greatest ways to pull yourself out of depression is to do something for someone else. When you feel real sad and not sure what to do - grab a notebook and begin making a list of what you can do for someone else. In addition to that, listing your blessings also works. Thanks.

    working

    This website uses cookies

    As a user in the EEA, your approval is needed on a few things. To provide a better website experience, hubpages.com uses cookies (and other similar technologies) and may collect, process, and share personal data. Please choose which areas of our service you consent to our doing so.

    For more information on managing or withdrawing consents and how we handle data, visit our Privacy Policy at: https://hubpages.com/privacy-policy#gdpr

    Show Details
    Necessary
    HubPages Device IDThis is used to identify particular browsers or devices when the access the service, and is used for security reasons.
    LoginThis is necessary to sign in to the HubPages Service.
    Google RecaptchaThis is used to prevent bots and spam. (Privacy Policy)
    AkismetThis is used to detect comment spam. (Privacy Policy)
    HubPages Google AnalyticsThis is used to provide data on traffic to our website, all personally identifyable data is anonymized. (Privacy Policy)
    HubPages Traffic PixelThis is used to collect data on traffic to articles and other pages on our site. Unless you are signed in to a HubPages account, all personally identifiable information is anonymized.
    Amazon Web ServicesThis is a cloud services platform that we used to host our service. (Privacy Policy)
    CloudflareThis is a cloud CDN service that we use to efficiently deliver files required for our service to operate such as javascript, cascading style sheets, images, and videos. (Privacy Policy)
    Google Hosted LibrariesJavascript software libraries such as jQuery are loaded at endpoints on the googleapis.com or gstatic.com domains, for performance and efficiency reasons. (Privacy Policy)
    Features
    Google Custom SearchThis is feature allows you to search the site. (Privacy Policy)
    Google MapsSome articles have Google Maps embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
    Google ChartsThis is used to display charts and graphs on articles and the author center. (Privacy Policy)
    Google AdSense Host APIThis service allows you to sign up for or associate a Google AdSense account with HubPages, so that you can earn money from ads on your articles. No data is shared unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
    Google YouTubeSome articles have YouTube videos embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
    VimeoSome articles have Vimeo videos embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
    PaypalThis is used for a registered author who enrolls in the HubPages Earnings program and requests to be paid via PayPal. No data is shared with Paypal unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
    Facebook LoginYou can use this to streamline signing up for, or signing in to your Hubpages account. No data is shared with Facebook unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
    MavenThis supports the Maven widget and search functionality. (Privacy Policy)
    Marketing
    Google AdSenseThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Google DoubleClickGoogle provides ad serving technology and runs an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Index ExchangeThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    SovrnThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Facebook AdsThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Amazon Unified Ad MarketplaceThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    AppNexusThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    OpenxThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Rubicon ProjectThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    TripleLiftThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Say MediaWe partner with Say Media to deliver ad campaigns on our sites. (Privacy Policy)
    Remarketing PixelsWe may use remarketing pixels from advertising networks such as Google AdWords, Bing Ads, and Facebook in order to advertise the HubPages Service to people that have visited our sites.
    Conversion Tracking PixelsWe may use conversion tracking pixels from advertising networks such as Google AdWords, Bing Ads, and Facebook in order to identify when an advertisement has successfully resulted in the desired action, such as signing up for the HubPages Service or publishing an article on the HubPages Service.
    Statistics
    Author Google AnalyticsThis is used to provide traffic data and reports to the authors of articles on the HubPages Service. (Privacy Policy)
    ComscoreComScore is a media measurement and analytics company providing marketing data and analytics to enterprises, media and advertising agencies, and publishers. Non-consent will result in ComScore only processing obfuscated personal data. (Privacy Policy)
    Amazon Tracking PixelSome articles display amazon products as part of the Amazon Affiliate program, this pixel provides traffic statistics for those products (Privacy Policy)