Me... It is a 95% blank before 19 years old. 60% blank with spotty flashes out of cronological order from 19-23 years old. Was not sure of who I was until background check proved it at 29 years old. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder can be a mercy not a bad thing.
I moved forward one day at a time and made memories of that day for the next. Forgave me and others. Learned to live and love. Focused on the now. I smile and look for the silver lining in the cloud. I seek the open window instead of wallow in the darkness of trials. Now means so much to me because I know how fragile it is.