Don't be scared to confront it. The best thing to do is to try and be as honest with your doctor as possible because then you'll get the best treatment.
The person who will judge you the harshest is yourself.
I was diagnosed 9 years ago, and I'm lucky that meds work pretty well. Persist until you find a solution that suits you.
Now you know that you have at least 2 pals to chat to :-)