when i was much younger, i got busted by a cop in my hometown. he sat me down and talked to me for hours. then when i got out of jail he came to my place and told me to come with him. we drove around and he explained why someone like me should straighten out and become a useful person.i remember saying to him "let me guess, god has bigger plans for me" he shook his head and said if there is a god the guy has been asleep for a few thousand years. to this day i have no idea why he did this but it helped me get my life together and i've never looked back. he died before i got up the balls to ask him why he did what he did but i'm still thankful for it.