If you need help along the road I am a traveler also..I will try and help.
A delusion is a product of the mind. If you follow your mind, there is a chance you will be led astray. The mind is a dual creature. It is fallible. Your heart however, is where you intuition is. You can chase what your heart desires and it will never lead you astray. Your heart is never wrong. It is through the heart that leads you to that place that is much higher than the rest of this. If your dream never comes into reality, but you followed your heart, maybe it was the journey you were supposed to savor, not the destination.
Follow your heart. Heart=Earth.
You are here. Make the most of it.