I think a lot of people has to face the question of Do I have value to stay in this world? or Do I have to suffer the pain in my life? When you are in the middle of the hopeless, you just want to skip the page, if you can't see or unsure about the story on the next page, you might think I'd rather not read it. The thing is you have to face the book of your life, you have to make it interesting and attractive by yourself. Only very few people can make a great book, the most people are very normal, usual, unperfect but that is the meaning of happiness, that's the life. The thing is how you define your happiness. I don't know what kind of problem you are facing, if you just feel depression for no reason, let somebody help you to be positive, don't just burden it by yourself. Open your heart to GOD, he will listen and heal.