Daughter-Poem-My child hates me?
For the one who hates me so-i think that you should know
the moment you were born i loved you so.
You don't know the full story -you choose to assume
the pain and the glory the darkness and gloom.
Though i did not expect you, it was never a mistake
Sure it was a challenge, one i was willing to take.
I thought i was in love i wanted to believe
By three months old it was just you and me.
I was over caring and overly protective
One thing for sure, you were never neglected.
You slept in my arms never once did I mind
You were so beautiful, so peaceful at times.
I cried for you and with you to
Never wanting to hurt you not always knowing what to do.
We were alone I worked and went to school
I guess i should of listened I was young, I was a fool.
I thought of giving up but never to give you away
there has never been a time there will never come a day.
I was real young just barely twenty two
I was responsible I took care of you.
Everything i ever dreamed everything i ever knew
Changed the very first moment my eyes laid on you.
You became my life i had to keep you protected
Not once did i think you were feeling rejected.
I kept you close i needed to see
Could anyone love you or care for you like me?
Things were sometimes rough sometimes a lot of crying
Of course i have made mistakes i know there is no denying.
I tried to prepare you for the life ahead of you
I learned from my mistakes and I'm sure that you will too.
It takes a lot of time and love to help something beautiful grow
You are the flowers in my garden the only sunshine that I know.
It hurts allot to know inside you have been crying
I have reached out so many times but my love you keep denying.
Another was born,
You wanted so much to love him and hold him
Just offer your touch.
You only seem to see the things you see are real
No one could ever care so much or even feel the way you feel.
It seems kind of funny and a little bit sad
love was never missing, it's the one thing you've always had.
I tried to be upfront and honest with you
you hold it against me so what can i do?
I can only love you, I can't make you feel the same
some days are filled with sunshine some days flooded with rain.
I have never given up I have never let go
you were always the sunshine that helped me to grow.
Someday you may look your mirror in the face
you may see a part of me you wish you could replace.
Not till then will you realize until then you'll never know
in the eyes of the seed you plant the one you will someday help to grow.
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