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A Homeless Heart - A Poem

Updated on July 7, 2017


There’s no home for me

No door open enough

To let me in and enter

To the temple they called as heart

I standing in silent outside

With head up to feel the rain on my skin

Wish it wash away

The tears of my thousand vain

A homeless heart

Want to give the life encore

For consistency of pain it always inflicting me

Suck away my power of will

To restrain terror of negativity

Wish to be left alone

By the tears and demanding painstaking emotion

Want to isolate my dream

To the peak of broken wisdom

This homeless heart of mine



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  • Freya Cesare profile imageAUTHOR

    Freya Cesare 

    6 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Dear, King Micky, are you leave us?

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    Micky Dee 

    7 years ago

    I will always love your beautiful heart.

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Barefoot Wahini, oh how much I missing you in my days! You and your wisdom always like a morning breeze for me. I wish you want to setting Yahoo Messenger since it is impossible to make my Skype getting better than it awfulness right now. Please, set one for me! I need to chat with you. I miss you a lot!

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Micky Dee: Yes, I know you, from everybody, will understand this because somehow we have similar stubborness about similar things. Yes, King Micky, you are still the King in my sight. Thank you, dear.

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Amy Becherer: very true. Thank you for reminded me of my chosen path. Being homeless is consequency that I have to face because what I chose to myself. Need to be more patient and wise about it. Soon, I hope I will be free from the pain and bloom like what I should be. Thank you, Amy. You are one fine lady and new friend that I very grateful to have. ^^

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    Barefoot 

    7 years ago

    Ah my sear, such perfection, you have captured humanity's plight, where to go but to bring love to self. Love must come from within this heart, not from out side of it. For then and only then, will one smile, even when alone. Loneliness shall forever be put to the wayside, while a smile shall be carried in a heart filled with love radiating outward touching the all-ness all around each of us. Love thine self then radiate that love outward and you may be alone but never lonely. Yes, smile with love in your heart for you by you! catch you on skype one day soon I hope! :D Hugs :D

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    Micky Dee 

    7 years ago

    Nice Freya. I see myself out there with a homeless heart. God bless you dear Freya.

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    Amy Becherer 

    7 years ago from St. Louis, MO

    This pure beauty of your words hits home for me. It describes perfectly the way I feel on my walk through life. I don't look at it as a negative thing any longer, but rather a link that all human beings share. Ultimately, we are alone, and when we meet our maker, we do so alone. I value my uniqueness. I see great beauty and pure honesty in yours, Freya. I spent most of my life battling my feelings of isolation. I am at peace in it now. I don't need to validate myself any longer. I have my own unique value in the world, whether I am linked to another or not. My value does not change. Having come to this conclusion is so freeing that I am less centered on myself and more open to others. I am grateful to God that I have been given the time to sort this out. Your piece is exquisitely beautiful,thought provoking and profound, Freya. Thank you

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Matty262: The beauty of this, I think, when homeless heart calling each other we become big crowd. So let's gather and make a virtual crowd, become a company for each other. Tears sometimes is good. It keep us humble and free us from unnecessary emotion. Thank you, Matty, my new friend. ^^

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    matty262 

    7 years ago from new york

    Yes

    Freya homeless from time to time with not much, but your poem made me happy and sad and made me cry myself to sleep. your beutiful and full of imagination and hope for all keep up the good work..

    your new friend mattyyy

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Ahorseback: Eeeeh? When that happened? Hehehe...

    Truly, Dad, I never thought I am a beauty, inside or out. I just trying at my best to become myself and become good Muslimah since I already locked myself too long before this time.

    My parents keep telling me there is nothing good I can get from put too much heart on maya world but I believe they are wrong. I get so much happiness because I meet so many great people here.

    Even we meet at internet world, we are real person, real human and sharing real content of our heart. Those who are fake will showing their tail eventually, but honest heart will able to recognize another honest heart.

    I never meet you in person, but I believe you are truly what you show me. And I am really happy for that. Thank you, Dad, for your wisdom and caring love. That's mean a lot to me. Thank you.

    I'll try my best to be happier from now on. ^^

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    agusfanani: With honesty, brother. And much much emotion. In the real life I am a broken pipe. LOL. I will teach you how to write a poem but you must teach me how to find rare topic like you always created at your pages. Those are simple but rare. Thank you, Brother.

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    ahorseback 

    7 years ago

    From Freyas love comes the naked emotional reaching out of hugs and of hearts , My gosh Freya ,look at that hub score , What ,"my beautiful daughter", does that tell you about your heart!!!!! Hmmmm?

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    agusfanani 

    7 years ago from Indonesia

    Let me learn from you how to make such a beautiful poem Freya.

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    SilentReed: Sorry I missed you, SilentReed. A heart (love) without a home or a home without a heart(love)? If I have to choose, I choose to have a heart even without home because it make me stay as human. Home without heart will break many people who live inside it and turned into zombie, somehow. That will be awful. Thank you for your kindness, SilentReed. That's mean a lot to me. ^^

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    ashleyvanillilife: Thank you, dear. I really happy I get so many great supportive friends here at Hub Pages. That's mean a lot to me. Thank you very much, dear.

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Maven101: Larry, that is so nice of you. It make me teary now. Thank you, my friend. This is what I like about my friends at Hub Pages. Everyone so nice and kindhearted. Thank you very much! ^_^

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Matty262: Hello, Matty. Welcome to my Hub. You are homeless too? Well, there are so many homeless heart here at Hubpages. I know dearly several of them, and glad I know you too. Thank you. ^^

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Always Exploring: Thank you, Ruby. I believe it too, but sometimes, somehow, it kind of tiring for waiting. Just need to be more patient, that's all. Thank you, dear. Your support already make my day. ^^

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Ahorseback: My dear poetic dad, I yearn for acceptance. I yearn for love as the way I am and not just as the way my family want me to be. I hope, because it seem will never happen, I wish I will find someone outside my family who will love me for who I am. If it is God's will, soon I will. Thank you for your support, my father. Your words always mean so much to me.

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Rasenstar12: Many of my poem is about myself, dear. Writing poetry is my way to let the content of my heart out, so it will stop bugging me,unless for while. Thank you for reading this, dear. ^^

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Mentalist Acer: Yes, alone in the crowds indeed. How amazing it is to be able to feel alone in big noisy crowds? Human indeed really complicated creature. Thank you, Prof. ^^

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    Elle Lewis 

    7 years ago from South East Asia Maritime Section - Phils

    Freya: My dear friend, this is such a beautiful, touching poem. You leave me speechless and with tears on my eyes. Believe me I know how you feel… we all yearn for love but don’t worry coz I know it will come somewhere out there is waiting for you too. This is what I like about HP, sharing thoughts from the heart that usually cannot express by lips. Hugs for you my friend. Take care always. WE love you. Cheers!

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    maven101 

    7 years ago from Northern Arizona

    My dear Freya...You will always have a loving home here in HubPages...Your heart is bared for all to see and love...Let us put our virtual arms around you, give comfort and strength when you need it, and know we will always be here for you...Love and peace...Larry

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    matty262 

    7 years ago from new york

    as someone who is homeless that was beutiful to read and very true.. good job...mattty

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    Ruby Jean Richert 

    7 years ago from Southern Illinois

    This is so sad..I wish i could say something that would make you feel better..I do believe that out there somewhere someone waits, who feels the same as you. Take care my new friend.

    Cheers

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    ahorseback 

    7 years ago

    Freya , my dear girl, Does your heart yearn for love ? Don't worry my friend , it will not yearn for long . Love has a way of sneaking up on you when you least expect it. And don't worry about age either , the older you are the more fulfilling it will be !!! I promise . Be well and know that we all love you.

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    SilentReed 

    7 years ago from Philippines

    I wonder what would be worst. A heart (love) without a home or a home without a heart(love). I hope your heart finds a home,Freya.Take care.

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    rasenstars1 

    7 years ago

    Wonderful! Did you write based on you, or someone you know? Well done!

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    Mentalist acer 

    7 years ago from A Voice in your Mind!

    Alone in a crowd,an shared sentiment Freya.;)

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    Freya Cesare 

    7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Ahorseback: My poetic Father,as much as heart always tried to hid, loneliness sometimes indeed able to taking over me. When our mind is not what other see through us, I found it really breaking my heart. This is how I feel homeless, since those who I love, loves my appearance more and keep having disapproval on my heart desire. A homeless heart, this is I always been for all this time. Still waiting for the time when finally the door open and some heart love me dearly, for being me. Sigh! What a deppresing thought it is.

    Eiddwen: You are the source of warm and motherly love. You love your children dearly for what they are. Hard to not liking the heart you showed us, so, for homeless heart like mine, your writing is a shelter of love. At Hub Pages, it seem, I kept adopting everybody! LOL

    Thank you, my dear friends. I am happy to be here and sharing our thought together. ^^

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    Eiddwen 

    7 years ago from Wales

    Yes I agree with ahorseback,we do get to know each other quite well because many of our hubs come straight from our hearts.

    This one is indeed awesome.

    You are always so ready with comforting and supportive comments.

    Lots of love and hugs my friend.

    Take care

    Eiddwen.

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    ahorseback 

    7 years ago

    Freya , Nice to see you , but not so nice to think of you with a hidden heart ....Any heart as pure as your's should be overwhelmed in a world of solid love and care. Just like you give so many others every day! That's what we all know about our friend Freya.

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