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A Soldier of Fear

Updated on February 29, 2012


She knew how to master

difficult circumstances,

her life was made up of

only slim chances,

and behind all the lost years,

the false tears,

she never suffered from

unreasonable fears,

and she never cried,

her heart raced,

every fear she faced,

and faced down were justified,

she was abused as a child,

her shadow was always huddled

and riddled with fright,

as she prayed for the light,

and she just had to be strong,

pretending nothing was wrong,

even fighting back the cries,

seeing fear in her mother’s eyes,

made the strength increase inside,

and her fears would hide,

she was a child helpless and used,

she was the one being abused,

but her mother felt the same terror,

until that one night,

she put up a valiant fight,

shot her step father

in the back of the head,

face down on the queen size bed,

no more lies,

his death helped quiet the cries,

and when the police got there,

she was in a fetal position whispering

a soldier of fear has no more tears...

© 2012 Frank Atanacio

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      Frank Atanacio 

      5 years ago from Shelton

      aaaw thanks duffsmom.. and happy mother's day to you :)

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      P. Thorpe Christiansen 

      5 years ago from Pacific Northwest, USA

      Very moving. Sitting here with tears. You absolutely find the right words to tell a poignant story Frank.

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      Frank Atanacio 

      5 years ago from Shelton

      Thanks Raci for popping by :) bless you

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      raciniwa 

      6 years ago from Naga City, Cebu

      Can i cry for her instead...her anguish pierce through my heart Frank...what a sad fate master story teller...

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      Frank Atanacio 

      6 years ago from Shelton

      lol.. thanks for the laugh

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      Sueswan 

      6 years ago

      What bad side. :)

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      Frank Atanacio 

      6 years ago from Shelton

      whoa Sueswan Im never getting on your bad side...:( Thanks for visiting

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      Sueswan 

      6 years ago

      Hi Frank,

      He had it coming to him. I would have liked to see him have a slow painful death as it angers me how anyone could abuse a child.

      Voted up and awesome.

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      Frank Atanacio 

      6 years ago from Shelton

      time2rite bless you big time :)

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      Kathryne Waller 

      6 years ago from Knoxville, TN USA

      You have very eloquently given voice to a tragedy that occurs far too often to the most innocent of victims: children. To me, there is nothing more reprehensible than one who would ever do anything to harm a child, much less one they themselves should protect. I like the ending you gave this one: justice served, but unfortunately, the damage was too great for the innocent one. Great poem; you continue to outdo yourself time and again, Frank!

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      Frank Atanacio 

      6 years ago from Shelton

      thanks so much wd curry bless you

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      WD Curry 111 

      6 years ago from Space Coast

      Pretty intense, Frank. There isn't much to add. You said it all.

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      Frank Atanacio 

      6 years ago from Shelton

      thanks rosemay50 ..bless you

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      Rosemary Sadler 

      6 years ago from Hawkes Bay - NewZealand

      A little close to home. Well written frank, he deserved it

    • Frank Atanacio profile imageAUTHOR

      Frank Atanacio 

      6 years ago from Shelton

      thanks so much Ruch...

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      Ruchira 

      6 years ago from United States

      Wow...Frank you are an absolute treat to visit. Your work touches a chord somewhere in the heart.

      Voted up as AWESOME!

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      Frank Atanacio 

      6 years ago from Shelton

      thanks sky did you get 10K yet? LOL

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      Sky9106 

      6 years ago from A beautiful place on earth.

      You are building another fan base outside of HP. Those are the ones you can't see ,but they await. What a flow brethren Frank. From start to finish and you are quite clever in your way.

      Give thanks.

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      Frank Atanacio 

      6 years ago from Shelton

      thank you for reading it Sava :) Frank

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      savanahl 

      6 years ago

      Wow what a powerful poem with a surprising turn of event. I loved it. A very gripping story. Thanks for sharing Frank.

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      Frank Atanacio 

      6 years ago from Shelton

      thanks for stopping by Jlava :) Frank

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      Jennifer Vasconcelos 

      6 years ago from Cyberspace and My Own World

      Striking and Powerful read! Voted-up.

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      Frank Atanacio 

      6 years ago from Shelton

      Im sorry Susan but know I got nothing but hugs for you :) Frank

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      Susan Zutautas 

      6 years ago from Ontario, Canada

      I can relate to this one. Great poem Frank! I never had the courage to do this however.

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