The Game of Trust...
Sometimes you just never know......
Sometimes love makes us STUPID ...or really vulnerable !
I trusted you as I thought you did me..
I always put you first..
Taking care of myself, by watching my health, was an important part of me..
Keeping safe and not takin risks, was what I thought love was about..
My mind,my body, I devoted to thee..
I thought you felt the same way to, but they were only words you used to help you in the game..
The years went by..you had me fooled..I thought what a great guy !
I was always there when you needed me..putting my life on hold..
Then that fateful night arrived and I took the call...
Hearing your voice on the other end...my heart did skip a beat...
"I'm in a plight tonight you see ", you'll have to bail me out..
It seems I got arrested for seeking another out..
Although I'm innocent, you see...just wrong place and time..
So get some money, and come on down, so I can get back home to thee...
Well , I do as I'm asked and go down to the jail..seems they had it all on tape..
It was then I discovered this wasn't your first..you've done it all before..
Your male friends were contacted the other times, why didn't you call them ?
It seems no one would answer their phone, you said, so that's why I called home..
Oh well, I said with a smile on my face..
It was your indiscretion that caused you to be in this place..
So I vowed and to this day, I share what I must..
BUT..not my body ,my mind ,or my thoughts..
So now I say figure it out for yourself...
Our years together I invested a lot... and will now spend it ALL on myself....