Hie! Here I am with my second Hub. Hope you all like it. Actually I still have Goosebumps whenever I got a new comment for my first HUB 'Blame It On Whom?' Lol. You all are very Lovely, Caring, Encouraging & Inspiring people. Just because of You all Encouraged me so much am gonna publish my second Hub. But before that lemme Thanks all of you who are very Genuine, Kind-Hearted, & Sincere. Let me start with my.... Beautiful & Always smiling Hub Mother---> Sunnie day An Inspiring Lady ---> Strictlydating A Thorough Gentleman---> Epigramman Beautiful Heart---> Nellieanna, Sir David warren, Sir jpcmc, Sir Gregas, Sir J.S.Mathew, And Very Funny & Loving Sir BBNix. Hope you guys don't get bored before started reading my HUB. LOL
A Girl Who Never Wanted To Leave
She was the third among her four siblings. Very Introvert, Scared of the outside world. She was an indoor kind of a girl. She always gets scared of going outside & meeting new people. Because of her peculiar behavior her parents couldn't make out anything. As days passed by they started worrying about her future. She had never asked her parents for anything like any other kids. Because she never wanted anything. This wasn't her disease or something like that. She just thought that there is no need to ask or demand, Her parents will understand her needs & what ever she wants. Her family was her Strength & Weakness both. She loved her family a lot.
One day her parents decided to marry her. She never defied them ever. Her parents loved her allot there's no doubt in that but they should have been confronted her, They should have asked her. She just gave them a SMILE in return & kept quite. She wanted to ask them why they are doing this to her. But she didn't ask anything. That was her biggest problem or should I say a mistake. Why the hell she didn't ask them on the very day. She just looked at the sky like she was asking directly to GOD. But in vain, She never got any answer just more silent with empty clouds was everywhere. Her eyes got filled up with water she looked down a Tear dropped.
Did You Forgotten How I Use To Cry? When Ever I Was Hungry Or Defy, MOM, You Had Understood me, In My Childhood, When I couldn't Talk, I Was Crawling, But Couldn't Walk,
Those Were The Days When You Use To Feed, You Were There Whenever I Need, Will Those Days Ever Come Back? Because Nowadays When Your LOVE Is LACK, When DAD Use To Tell Me Stories, Cuddling Me Tightly With My Teddies,
You Know I Won't Ask You 'WHY' Do Understand Me Or Should I Cry? Will My Tears Make You Understand? Let Me Live, In My Dreamland Why You Want Me To Disappear? What If I Wouldn't Come Out With My Fear?
Where Were Those Days Gone? When You Use To Make Me Fawn. Can You Please Do It Reprieve? "BECAUSE I REALY DON'T WANNA LEAVE"
The Final Day came when she got married and her second life started. Her Husband was a nice Gentleman. BUT he's also been forced marriage. One day she came to know everything which was hidden by her Husband & In-laws that her Husband was in LOVE with somebody else & wanted to marry her But couldn't. She thought she should give a chance of her married life to make it work. But she was failing. She never wanna let her Parents HURT by knowing the TRUTH. That is why she kept quiet again but still SMILING. Just for her Parents sake and one more thing that she was in LOVE with her Husband.
'Behind my SMILE, Is a HURTING HEART, Behind my LAUGH, I'm FALLING APART, Look closely at me and you will SEE, The girl I am...Isn't me'.
And The Day came when she left her Husband. Nobody stopped her. She was kept looking back but there was no one. Again she didn't ask anybody why they did this to her. She just looked at the sky like she was QUESTIONING DIRECTLY TO GOD. But again more silent with empty clouds everywhere. ONCE AGAIN SHE NEVER WANTED TO LEAVE ... But
"Teardrops slowly fall from my EYES as I look to the SKY, And I question how come LIFE keeps passing me right on by, I just wonder why I can't ESCAPE, Is this my FATE? To always be UNHAPPY and how much longer must I WAIT"
Do you agree that DEATH arise only 'When your Heart stop Beating or You stop Breathing & something like that '?
You all out there wanna know what happened after that? Where is she now? What went wrong with her? I have only one answer to all of you 'SHE IS NO MORE NOW'. ALIVE but LIFELESS, HOPELESS, LOVELESS, & EMOTIONLESS, As she always been. In fact now she is in PEACEFUL mind. At least now she doesn't need to Ask, doesn't need to Cry for Help, Doesn't need to pull her forced relationship to make it Work any more.
Do you all AGREE that DEATH Arise when your HEART STOPPED BEATING or You STOPPED BREATHING & something like that? Then Think Twice, There are many other reasons for DYING, like... A person Die when there is NO HOPE, When there is NO UNDERSTANDING, When there is NO REASON TO LIVE, When there is no answer's to HIS/HER QUESTION'S,
THAT IS WHY SHE NEVER WANTED TO LEAVE BUT NOBODY UNDERSTOOD THAT.