Attention Seeker

I gave my everything
The best of being something
Those medals became something
Like a throne wear by devil

My success become my depth
So low, I see a death
Your attention I have regret
Now being you around is a treat

Those stars we're shining
I see it in those eyes so bubbly
But they were drowned in penny
A perfection they claimed to be

I try to fail everything
Wish I still become something
But as expected, I was nothing
Here again, I am pending

My success was your happiness
But only to show we're great
My failure become me as your regret
Like I was you daughter need to forget

Guess I live in too much despair
Well I need myself to repair
I have everything to be prepair
It's only me and me to be fair

I will never forget to say thank you
Well it's not me it's you
All I needed is myself
The attention I won't ask again