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Betrayal - Infidelity Poem

Updated on December 29, 2014
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Maurice Bishop, a powerful, spoken word Poet currently serving in the United States Army. Published Author & Motivational Speaker.

I am far more worst than Judas, please believe this.

Instead of betraying my wife with a kiss, I betrayed my wife with a knife that cut so deep in her heart it can't be stitched.

Never thought after being hitched I would lay my wife life in a ditch.

Crying and balling my fist tight til the blood drips through my fingertips.

Having a mouth like God was all I can wish,

But my confession to her was like atomic bombs and poison that poured from my lips.

I deserve to be beheaded and whipped,

because I lived my life as if my wedding ring never exist.

I lied to my wife, lied to God so my wedding vows is ripped and it's sick.

Instead of my wife making love to me she made love to my two other chicks.

I am far more worst than Judas!

My wife was a rose that never bloom.

Dreams of starting a family really soon,

But I blind her eyes with lies and place her heart in a tomb.

From midnight to noon trying to change time with my mind, so I assume.

But my life is a disastrous typhoon as I watch my wife blood cover the moon,

As I sit in bed like a caterpillar using my blanket as a cocoon.

Trying to go to sleep but guilt keeps me up with demons dancing in my room.

To heal her, I wish to never exist in my mother's womb.

Because even if heart was stitched the past has a way of reopening the wombs.

I am far more worst than Judas!

While I was stress and depress I put razors to flesh,

And engrave Sorry on my chest.

Trying to be apologetic but my words wasn't accepted.

My relationship was disconnected. Spiritually infested like open scars on a HIV patient that never been tested.

I was stressing, restless and alone.

Especially at nights when she never came home.

Calling her but she never answered the phone. It hurts to the bone.

Because I'm tryin to win her heart but she's drunk on Patron.

All I want is marriage restoration but it's consequences I'm facing.

Repent and praying trying to be patient.

And no love in my own habitation.

It's seems like conversations starts with arguments that always escalatin.

And now my marriage becomes a slave game with no reparation. How can I blame her?

When all she sees is lies and cheating expectations.

A male whore who plans meetings and reservations.

Tried working my marriage but she's has no dedication.

I'm sick of this marriage I need more than medication.

The real truth is I rather sleep on a roof alone.

Than to be with a scornful woman in my very own home.

I am far more worst than Judas!

Because I betrayed the woman I love.

So now a black crow flys above instead of a white dove.

Every water I drink becomes blood.

Our marriage on life support but I pulled the plug.

Betryal - Infidelity

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      April 5 years ago

      Wow this is so deep....

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      Maurice Wisdom Bishop 5 years ago from San Tan Valley

      Thanks for the comment. Much Love and Respect to you.

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      Denise Handlon 5 years ago from North Carolina

      Maurice, the emotional impact of this is riveting. I feel your pain-who would not? The display of emotion is revealed in every sentence.

      It had my head reeling-did he really or is this fiction? Could he have? If so, why? All this flying through my head as my gut tightened and I could feel the pain in my own heart. My first husband cheated on me and it broke our marriage up. It took a long time after the divorce to believe that there were men who would not cheat.

      Perhaps I'm a magnet for attracting men who cheat on me. I've had several experiences with this in relationships. My second husband, (now deceased), was a faithful man.

      Your resources here are very helpful. It is a sensitive subject and one that has no easy answer. I salute that you have brought this to the table here. It is not easy to do...but, the quality of your poem stands strong on its own. No moral judgements from me. We are all human and we all make choices that effect our own lives, as well as those who mean the world to us. (Read my hub: Gratitude and Blessings for a glean in my own foils)

      God bless. Rated up and across minus funny. Still in Irag? Take care out there.

      BTW-I have only had one 'public' reading of my poetry, at a spiritual group I belong to. I applaud your poetry reading. One day, when I think I have 'enough' poems, I hope to get them published.

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      Maurice Wisdom Bishop 5 years ago from San Tan Valley

      Thanks for the comment. You will get it published. Write from the heart. Much Love and Respect

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