Hi There! This is my first Hub. Basically I am gonna try writing something which I wanted to share. Hope you guys like it. It's purely Fictional, Nothing Personal at all. If you have any suggestion or whatever let me know. Alternatively ask me a pressing question you have. It's up to you. KEEP SMILING:)
Day when I left you or You left me
The day when I left your home, I felt some thing bad gonna happen and Voila I was right. This is absolutely not what I often desirous of. I heard about it "You wouldn't understand others pain until you gone through it" It hurts like you are dying from inside You Wanna Shout, You Wanna Cry, But You Can't, You Just Can't Do anything. This is what I was thinking on that Day when I left your Home. Those words Separation, Divorce, was in my mind. Just because I was angry so it's very obvious. You shouldn't make any decision while in anger. We fought, we argued, we quarreled but we forgot that it will never end here. Why we wouldn't stop there. DAYS GO BY THOUGH TIMES STAND STILL LIFE AIN'T MOVING, AM I STILL BREATHING? Today we both living separately not because we both wanted just because you don't want me in your life anymore. But "I want you". Because "I LOVE YOU". It's like A heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. I have cried so many times for that person who doesn't acknowledge my presence too. Whenever we had quarreled, I was the one who always taken the first move and get back to normal like nothing has ever happened. You put a damper on our relationship. In our marriage life you have made all the decisions. You never asked me anything what I wanted. There is just You, Only About Your Need & Your Space. I was nowhere. But I kept quiet because "I LOVED YOU". And You Know What Amount I Have Paid For Being In Love With You? I am 'Childless'. It was again your decision. You never wanted kids despite knowing that How much I love them. "MOST OF THE SHADOWS OF THIS LIFE ARE CAUSED BY OUR STANDING IN OUR OWN SUNSHINE" The question is Blame It On Whom? Nobody can answer this. You have to find an answer on your own. My Love Was One-Sided. That is why today hurts. Feeling betrayed by you. I shouldn't use words Betrayed when I know you haven't been disloyal with me. The thing is that you didn't Love Me. You can't force somebody to Love you. For love, It occurs in its own time, But in my case it will never happen that for sure. "YOU CAN NOT TAILOR MAKE YOUR SITUATION IN LIFE, BUT YOU CAN TAILOR MAKE YOUR ATTITUDES TO FIT THOSE SITUATIONS"