Bloodfest.

Bloodfest!

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Dawn finds me 

gazing out the window 

blowing soft bubbles,

eyes wide beneath the waters

that distort the sun's brightness

The iron claws beneath me 

hold my vessel tight

to the linoleum floor

but my blood vessels drain

from wrists sliced deeply,

two snicks of a shick 

and the heated water draws 

my life into a red film,

distorting my last dawn,

painting a hazy

bloody sunrise,

around the dark 

ruby suspended,

in the middle 

pane of glass.

Soon my soul will fly

into that crimson orb,

swept up in the afterlife

of oblivion

as flesh settles into 

this cast iron coffin,

but wait, 

what dark hands 

draw me down,

scaly stench 

filled appendages,

as I struggle to rise, to flee,

but to no avail for I am pulled

into the drain and deeper,

down into the heated core,

of a darker sunrise

spread like raw meat

over the flaming abyss of hell,

then I am let loose 

and I tumble, 

into the sliced

and diced despair, 

of all who've 

left before me,

millions of depressed souls

screaming as I 

hurtle towards them 

writhing in endless torment

burned for their early exit,

damned for their waste 

of what was granted,

I squeeze my eyes shut

and brace myself.

then I roll as I hit,

and intense heat 

washes over my face,

Alarmed I open 

my eyes to find

the sun blazing in through

the bathroom window

gleaming on the razor 

perched near the edge

of my clawed tub,

the empty vodka 

bottle sparkling nearby,

my skull splitting far more 

then any of the flesh 

on my unsplit wrists,

as I awake from 

a drunken stupor

that saved my life.