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Broken Me

Updated on September 11, 2016

I was once a happy girl


I used to have a smile so big and bright


My world was full of dreams and big wonderful plans


My purity was untouched


I was one of the sweetest girls you'd ever seen


Then one day you chose me


My angels must have been busy, the day you ruined me


Now all I am is sad and depressed


I don't smile anymore, I just cry


All I'm full of now is nightmares of what you did to me


Holding me down, and taking away something priceless to me


Then after you were done looking at me and asking me if I liked it


I guess me screaming"NO" and my endless struggling was an invitation for you


They tell me with time I will get better


Doc said the pain I felt would subside, once the swelling went down


He forgot to tell me about all the pain I would feel inside


I still to this day can't understand why you picked me


I hate you for doing this to me

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    • prettynutjob30 profile imageAUTHOR

      Mary 

      5 years ago from From the land of Chocolate Chips,and all other things sweet.

      Thank you Deborah Brooks, I know now it does and it has, thank you for commenting.

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      Deborah Brooks Langford 

      5 years ago from Brownsville,TX

      Very intense. The pain stays with you. You never forget.. but it does get better.

      Blessings

      Debbie

    • prettynutjob30 profile imageAUTHOR

      Mary 

      6 years ago from From the land of Chocolate Chips,and all other things sweet.

      Thank you guys.

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      Kenneth Avery 

      6 years ago from Hamilton, Alabama

      Hi, pretty, Voted Up, useful, awesome, beautiful and interesting. A very moving hub you have here. Every young woman needs to read this. I am serious. Keep up the great work. You touched me with your phrasings. Peace and Peace of Mind be yours.

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      Cathy Nerujen 

      7 years ago from Edge of Reality and Known Space

      Wow, sad and traumatic. I hope you are not in that zone now. Get past it, and get past the regrets and hating, if you can. They will eat your soul like a cancer, as they almost did on me a long time ago. You have great hubs, I am enjoying them.

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      Fiddleman 

      7 years ago

      This is a beautiful write, so intense and emotions you and sadly so many others have experienced. Thanks you for sharing.

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