Cancer took her away

Yesterday i touched the depression.
I was in normal convo with my girl. She wanted to build up something for me. At first she said my stomach is out of order. I laughed and said eat more spices u gonna end up in grave. This was my way of giving her advice. She shut me up and said, listen to me u dumb bitch, it's serious. It was the moment something broke inside me. Maybe my heart....
She then said my hair are falling so rapidly, i said okie maybe the shampoo or the conditioner. While saying this i felt another broken part inside me maybe my ribs
She said i have got small spots on my body. I said, u must have deficiencies. Eat proper nutrients, this time my brain had stopped working. At this point i realized she want to conclude something for me.
She said softly with a flat voice. I have spent all the good days in this world with u, i don't want to live any bad days. So i have to leave this world. I have cancer at the same peak as our love is.
It's deadly.
Every part of me was broken. I saw a big giant of depression waving at me. Instead of waving back i hugged it. I was drown into it.
It was my end.