Today's topic is about cheaters. Some one once said, “Yes, she may have some one on the side, but who is she with most of the time?” And I'm going to follow that. I've been there, done that. Neehna and Briann. Briann was the Girl. Neehna was the back up plan. Although I didn't feel much for THE girl, I felt something for the back up plan. At the moment. Neehna was amazing for a while. And I don't mean for a while as in, she changed. I mean a while as in, I found out that she's not what I truly want. I wanted and NEEDED someone like THE girl, Briann. She was more of a challenge. Someone I would be interested in for a pretty long time. I was right. Till this very moment SINCE 9-29-08 I'm intersted. We may not be together anymore, but, I can feel that our hearts ARE. My point is. Cheating is not worth it. I cheated on this girl, knowing how innocent she was though, her heart belonged to someone else. I regret cheating on her simply because NOW I feel like it's my fault that our relationship ended. We didn't brake up because I cheated. She actually stayed by my side when I confessed. Like a total bitch but she stayed. I don't blame her for hating me for it. She's right. She just wasn't right about the abusing part. Not to mention that I spend a lot of money on this girl's birthday, and she takes her ex, whom is NOW her boyfriend. AGAIN. She knows it's not the right thing to do, just like she knows that she doesn't want to be alone, and CAN'T come back to me even if she wanted. There are just too many complications. I understand. I've now chosen to stay away from her. Why keep bugging right? I know I make her smile. But it's best if we keep our distance. But, this could be you, if you choose to cheat on the PERFECT girl for you. You may not know this at the beginning, but you will once you give yourself the time to see it. Don't cheat. It'll never be right.
Most with girlfriends: You have a girlfriend. But there's more than just one girl at that moment. One is always more important than the others. Women aren't toys. They are beauties that try to be part of your heart. They can suffer. They can feel what you do to them. The question is, are you willing to love them? They need you to be part of their hearts too. Everyone makes mistakes but not everyone keeps on doing them. There's no need for more if you already have enough.