But hours all to myself---allow me to think twice
----that life can be painful and truth does hurt----but with that experiences, it teach me to grow
---to be mindful----
Today I'm very distress; my heart is pounding out of rhythm
I feel helpless....as if I'm detained; imprison
Fighting ways out----all door closed; no hope for miracle
At the moment, I feel that I don't have time for hatred; my heart is too full of life and love. ---I admit that I do got issue, numbers of them but I'm not going to sit down and fix the things that can't be cure. I have so much on my plate that is so much more important to me than fixing the problem that can't be fixed. I got my mind on my future and I'm not going to allow that incurable problem to become another disease! It's time to turn a page, start a new chapter; for sure I am not going to read the same chapter. And I won't allow this contamination to continue spreading. It is my choice to leave it or to live with it.