Resented Heart Ache
A part of my heart died last night
with a knife in my back
with the lies that were spewed from your lips
while your kiss upon me means nothing to you
puking your masterpiece of romantic confusion with bits and pieces of your fatal heart in the vomit painting
you never really gave a shit about me
holding things against me
and knowing false information you have no clue about
you don't see what you put me through
every time i see you
i'm becoming more resentful, unappreciated
tired of biting my tongue, because i'm finding it harder to swallow this blood thats inside my mouth.
You're making it impossible as to talk this out, as i make eye contact with you
i thought i saw the man i once knew or was that my hopeful imagination getting the best of me
the remaining part of my heart is aching and is silver and blue
trying to move on from you
nothing seems to be working
my judgment of character isn't the best because you fooled me into thinking you had genuine feelings for me.
just tired of the pain. Sick of the exhaustion and tears rolling down my face.