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Diary Of A Mad Mexican Woman

Updated on April 21, 2011

 

I always say my poems are better when I’m angry

My heart longing and famished I’m hungry

As anger sets and takes control

As I sit and wander obscurity takes a stroll

It pumps with hatred inside

No way I will mask or hide

This feeling I call my pride

Sit back and enjoy this ride

They say I wear my heart on my sleeve

I don’t care, for me, please don’t grieve

I will find it along my way

Just let me take this dark walk and astray

Everything I touch turns to dirt

I will not pretend and hide behind a skirt

The feelings I bash onto my key board

I feel adrenaline hit my blood I scored

Like heroin it consumes my soul

Never a flat line lived so dull

I say what I feel no hidden stories

No shelved emotions, No inventories

I pluck each petal one at a time

No words are spoken just a crime

Of what was committed in my mind

My teeth are stuck and move to grind

Anger has set and placed on cruise control

Mission accomplished achieved my goal

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    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      Micky thanks a bunch really I always say my best comes at my worst times in life. Carries true and distinct emotions.

      bella

    • Micky Dee profile image

      Micky Dee 

      7 years ago

      You are very smooth bella. Great stuff. God bless.

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      P., Yes I really don't get along with sadness but someway and somehow it just finds me that darn old sadness well it is what it is see ya soon luv!!!

      smiles :)

      bella

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      Plarson 

      7 years ago from Alabama

      Bella- I see your words being inspired by your anger, but between the lines I feel a sense of sadness that the words had a need to be "aired out". Strong, powerful stuff as always. -P

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      Epi you are the greatest you rock like a star :)

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      epigramman 

      7 years ago

      ....well as Johnny Lydon (ex-Johnny Rotten) sang in his group PIL (after he left the Sex Pistols) .."Anger is an energy!"

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      Lily, Thank you for finding me as I found you!!

      Smiles :)

      bella

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      Lillian K. Staats 

      7 years ago from Wasilla, Alaska

      Yes. All the best writers are leaving- I just found you!!! lily

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      Mr., Thanks a bunch it fueled my fire lol!!

      smiles :)

      bella

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      MrDSpade2 

      7 years ago

      Anger indeed, can be fuel for alot of things, you've written about well here, bellawritter23.

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      Spirit, Lol what can I say this little emotion called anger holds my heart hostage at times I gotta feed it so I can unlock it thanks for reading!!

      Lady, I blew my pistols and slid them back into my hoisters. lol thanks for reading!!

      Bumpsys, I think quite a hand full can relate thanks for stopping by and showing my art some love :)

      Senior, Thank you a huge acomplishment for me!!

      No_Clue, My keys were actually smoking my ears were as well and my top part of my head blew off lol :)

      smiles :)

      bella

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      No_Clue 

      7 years ago

      bella, I had to chuckle when I read this...I do my best work when the anger adrenaline is pumping too! I could see them keys a-smokin! You go, Girl!

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      TheSenior 

      7 years ago

      I liked it - followed nicely. Congrats on your poems being published.

    • Bumpsysmum profile image

      Bumpsysmum 

      7 years ago from Cambridgeshire

      bellawritter23, I so totally agree - I write all my best stuff when I'm either really ticked off or really depressed - sad but true, excellent write :-)

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      Kathi 

      7 years ago from Saugatuck Michigan

      Great guns afire! Nine times out of ten anger is justified, it's there for a reason, it gives us power, but not to abuse it! Good one my little MMW!

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      Xavier Nathan 

      7 years ago from Isle of Man

      Who needs afire in the house in winter when you can read this kind of fiery emotion that explodes from the page. Wow!

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      Acer, I have I had to let out some steam lol the old bella came out oops sorry!! It was bound to happen!!

      smiles :)

      bella

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      Mentalist acer 

      7 years ago from A Voice in your Mind!

      Lead the way Bella to a better day.;)

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      Dallas, No need to worry lol I really do not act this way towards people it is all an expression of my feelings. Yes honesty is the best poilicy. Thank you :)

      Lol sorry bb. You should know me I hold nothing back I call it like I see it lol hugs!!!

      smiles :)

      bella

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      bbnix 

      7 years ago from Southern California

      Ok you. I'm trying to work here, but instead, I laugh the hell out loud...

      This is my Bella, a love of my life, the only one I know that's an angel when strifed, so look out cruel world, there's no injustice you see, that this woman can't conquer and bring to its knees...

      Hell yes...pray for me, I'm in love with a "Mad Mexican Woman"... (with all due respect of course) =/...;)

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      dallaswriter 

      7 years ago from North Carolina

      Vote up and awesome! No way do I want to get on your bad side... LOL! Aren't these really the emotions anger brings out in all of us. thank you for being honest enough to say it! Well done....

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