I've a feeling like something is wrong
I'm missing you more than ever today.
I've this urge to pick up my phone & call you
But I don't know just what to say!
I'm afraid to talk to you-I can't let you know
You are on my mind right now.
I'm afraid of my heart that still wants you...
It needs you here somehow.
The sound of your voice brings out the memories,
Memories that are best left untouched.
I am desperate to know if you are alright
This hold of you I cannot unclutch .
This feeling of uncertainty is driving me insane
It Is making me lose control.
The pain I felt long ago
Is hurting me ten times more.
I sit here trying to understand
Whats the right thing to do?
After all the things you've done to hurt me
How can my heart still be worried about you?
After all the fighting & wrestling with myself
I realize-my love for you is unconditional & boundless.
I know i'll continue to love & care for you
Even if you kill me, even if you leave me lifeless.
But no, I cannot call you-
From the temptations of your voice I must refrain.
I close my eyes & pray to the Lord to protect you
From all the problems, sadness and the pain..
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